5-30-17 exhausted

I woke up way too early this morning. Though I must admit, it was quite a spectacle outside. Sun barely cracking the sky. Fog. It was a pretty picture.

I got a head start, but I was ragged out after CAD class this morning. By the time I got to mechanical systems, I was on the verge of napping in class.

It also didn't help seeing the fat stack of online work we have to do. I plan on doing it, but it's really discouraging when you see a mountain of work and think "crap....".

I've been apartment scouting around the Lincoln area. I found a place near Logan martin lake that I really like. And the rent is much lower than Pell City. My mother kind of burst my bubble a little when I brought it up. I know I'm just an intern, but I think I can get hired at the plant, and I want my own living space. I get so tired of being bitched at for the smallest things. Laundry, showering at night, blah blah blah. I know it's with good intentions, but it's getting really old.

And when that was said, I sometimes wonder if I WILL get hired. I wonder where I'll be next year. I get so sick of school I wish I could quit and go work full time. Working with equipment services was pretty dope. Long hours, but a good trade off for the benefits. And I actually get to do things, rather than waste my time behind a desk.

I'm probably just wicked tired and going off on a millennial rant. Maybe I should get a t shirt with that printed on it.