A Fox's Venting Burrow
I wanted to make this space for me to be able to vent or rant about stuff, because I usually feel better after getting stuff out rather than have it kept inside my head on repeat. Some might be rude stuff because I'm human and things can bother me, I don't want to be mean to anyone directly but I feel it's better to let it out in a safe space than keep it eating me up inside.
I don't mind replies
It's really getting to me, seeing my friends get engaged and married....knowing I'm stuck in a relationship I don't want to be in, that's going nowhere, and that I'm a long way off from ever getting married or having kids, if it'll even happen for me....I'm so tired of this...tired of wasting my time...why does it seem like everyone else has things figured out or has an easy time with things and I'm the only loser left behind.
I'm so sick of seeing all these "systems" on here and of COURSE every single one is a teen account 😒 you're not a "system", you're a gullible idiot who's creating your own problem
I wish I didn't have to live
I feel so empty and pointless...why do I have to live...
I wish my life was different in every possible way 😔
Alsoo why are random posts of mine disappearing from here exactly?? Who decided they can just delete stuff without telling me? It's very invalidating 😡 I get if I crossed a line or something but no notification at all? No transparency? Just invisible deletion with no word or trail?
I'm really annoyed...I know for sure my "the DID community is annoying" post (followed by the "wow just get stuff deleted when you're called out" one) is missing, but I'm pretty sure there was one after my "the all lives matter people are embarrassing" post but I don't remember what it was?? And I don't remember it being bad at all?? So why is it gone? Why is someone doing this to me
I'm feeling so pointless... I'm tired of not feeling any joy, not having anything to do, not even having apps to open and pass the time because they're all just so boring. Job hunting is depressing....
Is there anything I could do to make me feel like I have some sort of meaning in my life? 😔
@FoxPrince
I don't know you, and we've never ever in ur whole lives spoken to each other.
But reading all this, I feel like I truly understand you. And I can tell you that you are definitely not unimportant, or pointless, or annoying or any of that. You matter, and the fact that you're still here and trying to find a way to be happy again proves how strong you are.
You're doing great. Even if all you did today was get out of bed, or even if you didn't, I'm proud of you.
You'll make it out of this 
@xXrestlessXXweird0Xx thank you...I wish I could believe it, but it's still nice to hear ❤
Yet another friend gets engaged....makes me feel like such a loser...
My chest actually hurts because of how sad and pointless I'm feeling...wow..
As soon as I see "Hi, we're the-" starting a bio, I'm already rolling my eyes. Next will come some stupid name for a "system". Same thing with basically any username that has "system" in it...it's like a way to tell teen accounts without clicking on them 😂
I'm getting so sick of these teens thinking they have "tulpas" of just their favourite fictional characters...and pretending it's anything like DID...no...that's just called being a fan 🙄 if you've got a video game or TV character as an "alter", you're not legitimate, end of story. Heck, let's just add any non-human too, too many "my alter is an angel/demon/werewolf/etc" no, you're just a kid with an imagination and gullible mind.