A Fox's Venting Burrow
I wanted to make this space for me to be able to vent or rant about stuff, because I usually feel better after getting stuff out rather than have it kept inside my head on repeat. Some might be rude stuff because I'm human and things can bother me, I don't want to be mean to anyone directly but I feel it's better to let it out in a safe space than keep it eating me up inside.
I don't mind replies
Sometimes it feels like dying is my only way out
Sending me 👉👈 emojis is way too cuuuute stooooppp
This isn't what a relationship is supposed to be like, right? .......right? 😔
How do I get out of this creative slump :( I feel like I want to draw but I have no ideas and feel like I'm not any good so what's the point...I haven't made anything in so long... not even little doodles...I just feel like I have no style and no imagination, that even a little drawing feels like a big task that I'll just fail at
I wonder if people from my past ever think about me like I think about them...
Of course right as I'm making serious plans to get out of my relationship and move away....we get a stay at home order 😥 I just feel so stuck....I wish basically everything about my life was different but now I'm really stuck inside feeling miserable!
Maybe I should just write here when I want to text him because it'll save me the awful feelings when I don't hear back and stop me from seeming so pathetic and attached 😔
Things I want to say:
I miss you!
I wish I could see you!
I think about you all the time :) I really really like you and appreciate you :)
Also:
I wish you would text me more
I want to talk to you all the time
Ahhh I got an "I miss you" text 😍🥰😊
I want to talk to you but I have nothing to say :( I don't want to bore you or be annoying
The amount of chats where listeners just stop responding is ridiculous...
But probably 1/4 of the time you get a really nice listener and you wish it was always like that :) imagine how great this could be if every interaction was a good one... so much potential
Re-reading old texts from almost a year ago and wow...makes me feel so happy.. but I can't believe it's been that long already! In a way it makes me sad because of how much different I wish things were, how slow progress has been :(
Another day, another teen account with "DID" and "33 alters" 🙄 why does this make my anxiety go through the roof
