A Fox's Venting Burrow

I hate that I have to be kind and caring and loving to someone who slaps me and slams me into walls and calls me a bitch and pushes me and kicks me and destroys my property...I hate that I have to do damage control, to make things better, to cheer HIM up after this. It's not fair. But if I don't it would never end. And then because I'm nice afterwards, it must have been MY fault for making all his happen.

Why is it so hard to focus on homework right now...it's objectively a simple assignment but I just can't get the motivation :(

I feel like all my energy is always drained

I'm really stressed about school....I don't know what's going to happen...

Random rant

I'm always weirded out when teens call themselves "women"....you're not a woman yet

Also weird when teens say something has been "going on for so long" and then they say something like it started when they were 13 and they're 15 now -_- that's....that's not a long time. Or the classic "my whole life"...your whole life hasn't been that long yet. It's funny how teens have such a bad sense of what's a long time

It's also weird when teens feel so certain of their gender/sexuality...why the need to have labels so early? Especially such specific ones....of course things are confusing your brain is literally still developing. Does that suddenly mean you're lgbt? What's with the strange need for oddly specific labels. I'm also of the opinion that the asexual spectrum should be reserved for adults because....no duh a 13 year old wouldn't be interested in sex. Wow. And personally I think all this nonbinary stuff is way overblown. Girls think because they like short hair and have body image issues they're not a girl. News flash....what girl DOESN'T have things they hate about their body or things they'd want to change or has been curious about being a boy. It's literally normal/common but we've been way too open about nonbinary that people think any small thing makes them not cis. So many people talking about dysphoria....when it's mostly just low self esteem/poor body image. Especially with teens....and now they think they're some oppressed lgbt identity that has to come out. OH and very weird top hear these stories (again...mostly teens but some adults too!) where they say they just recently found out they were some label and already started coming out....wow.....give it some time at least? Because then we're (OBVIOUSLY) hearing these people coming back and being like "oh I told my parents I was this now how am I supposed to tell them I'm actually this" maybe you should've waited.

It's stupid but I'm upset my boyfriend broke the one rule I had for animal crossing..no time travelling...he gets to be the main account and make all the changes even though I like the game way more just because he wanted to play first and he gets to decide what villagers we have so I'm having to decline ones I really like...literally one rule...nope...he's so selfish I'm so sick of him

I don't know what I'm doing, life just doesn't feel worth it. I'm scared I'm stuck in a bad relationship that I want out of but I want kids too but then I'd have to meet someone and know them for a while and get married before I could but I don't have that much time left to still have kids safely! Just feels...like life itself is long but the time I have to get my life setup and start a family isn't that long...and I still want to go to school for a master's but where would that fit in??

I've been watching a bunch of dumb tiktok videos where people kiss their best friend and it's making me so saaad...sad that I have someone I want to kiss but can't and probably never will!

I just hate myself so much 😔

I really like a guy who probably doesn't think about me much!! But he does think about me sometimes which is sooo nice but also kills me. I'm probably exaggerating how he feels about me in my head. And I'm stuck inside with a guy who is so awful to me and keeps trying to manipulate me and trap me with him...I just want OUT but at the same time I'm scared of change...I feel like such an idiot.

I hate when we get group project marks back and the only negative comments are for the section I did...makes me feel like such trash....😔