Ari's Journal - Entry 2 - Some Nights
Hi me, it's me again
I like that nobody cares to read these. I mean if people did, cool, but it's nice to just talk to myself.
Anyways, I can't sleep. I thought I fixed it, but every day gets harder. I just need a clean reset. I find myself back on here whenever it happens, I think that listening to people can give me solace. Sometimes it does, other nights it makes me feel worse.
But I will take these nights, alert on the couch in a headband, then some of the nights I've had before. I don't shake, or cry, or break things. I just don't sleep. It makes me honest and direct, traits that I've never really had.
Some nights I might sleep an hour or two, but those are even worse. I do wake up angry and frustrated. I can't stand it.
But tonight is alright. It's been a roller coaster, I've felt a lot of different ways. But even feeling bad is better than feeling nothing.
Until next time,
Ari
Hey @HereWithArabelle
I think it's great that you keep journals about certain aspects of your life. This way, you can always look back on them and have a clear round of experiences that have shaped you as a person.
I understand how frustrating it can be when you've difficulty sleeping, but please remember that there are ways to improve your sleep quality. You're not alone in facing this challenge, and I believe that you'll find solutions to help you get a good night's sleep. Keep a positive outlook, and things will get better!