Confession
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I sometimes resent my family for keeping me alive.
I've binged or wanted to almost every day for the past 2 years. I'm out of control.
@Haley622 it's really tough to feel like you aren't in control of your own impulses, and I'm sorry it's a struggle you've been having for so long! I hope you have some sources of support to lean on in this time, and feel free to reach out to anyone here if you need.
I am in recovery for sex and love addiction. I feel like I miss my old life even though it almost killed me and I ended up in mental hospital. I feel guilty but my cravings are so strong.
I'm afraid to be alone but I'm also afraid to be close to others.
i made out and almost had sex with this guy who has a girlfriend, well someone saw and now everyone knows what i did. Then i cheated on my boyfriend with this same guy a couple of months later. I feel awful about it, i still have nighmaresabout him finding out even though we aren't even dating anymore. But now because everyone know that i did a bunch of stuff with one guy they have been asking me to do it with them and i have considered it and it just makes me feel sick
I lie when my mother asks if I'm eating. I do eat, but not as much as I need to. I went Vegetarian just to escape meals.
Met my real dad for the first time but am afraid to tell him of my depression
Are you afraid he will get mad?
Sorry, just saw this...I'm afraid he will want nothing to do with me, I've never had a dad
I...7 months ago, I was evaluated at a hospital. I was so scared and I didn't want to tell them everything, so I lied...I said I wasn't suicidal and that my depression was just because of stress from school. I regret it...but I'm hoping this app will help me get better. I reveal more when I am on my phone, or online, honestly.
I Said I loved him after he said it to me but I didn't really mean it and I feel like I got myself into something and I don't know how to get myself out. I feel like I'm stuck in mud and thats how this relationship is making me feel.
I have a confession I think.😕i been really depressed lately to the point where I can't breath and I cry myself to sleep at night.I wanted to just find an easy way to kinda help so I sort of cut😢.I haven't cutted for four years but the depression just been to much
Hey I've been there too but is there something that caused it or has made you feel worse all of a sudden? And please don't cut you're beautiful
Right now I kinda fell terrible because I just told my bf how I feel and he just basically ignored me!!so now I feel even more depressed cus he's probably gonna break up with me cus I'msooo stupid.but othere then this recent thing i don't really know y I feel like this and cutting is the only thing that seems to help
Then if he breaks up with you over you telling him how you feel then he is the stupid one because you should be able to tell him everything and he shouldn't ignore you. And what working out to replace those urges to cut? It usually works for me
I started ignoring my friend after she asked me to never leave her and I feel horrible but she was using me as a lifeline and that scared me to death. I'm barely keeping myself alive, I can't be someones only way to stay strong. I still feel like a total jerk even though I told her what I was thinking.
Having been on the other end of this, I appreciate your clarity. Thank you.