Confession
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I sometimes resent my family for keeping me alive.
I probably would've killed myself by now if wasn't for my family. I can't hurt them like that, even though I really want to.
Its a good thing you haven't and you care about them that much not to. Stay strong!
I can relate to this very well.
I can't stop thinking about the woman I had an affair with.
I spent 6 years trying to conform to "normality," to think, act, talk, dress, and socialize the way my peers did. Then I decided to accept who I was and live fullyas myself. Now my parents don't accept me. Never tell your child that they can grow up to be whatever they want and then turn around and not allow them to be themself.
@DefygravityXD, that is a very important message to parents everywhere. Thank you. ♡♡♡
I've started using my girlfriend merely as a source of pleasure when I'm depressed.
@defygravityXD,What makes you think you are using her ?
@apple74, I think about her in terms of what she can do to make me happy rather than being aware of her thoughts and feelings and how I can make her happy. I become frustrated when her attention isn't fully focused on me even though she is honestly busy doing other things, and I approach her more often only wanting to be physical instead of treating her like a complete human being with a mind, soul, and body.
@DefygravityXD , I think you are thinking about her even though you feel you are not. It is good that you can see your negatives yourself. Perhaps talking to her about how you feel may help.
Thank you, maybe I will
I am just frustrated and upset about everything around me.....its like ive forgotten to live n smile n be actually me......I sleep 16 hours a day n im still tired.....just cant.admit that life can change so much so suddenly!!!
I feel like I'm losing who I am and what it means to be me. More and more I'm becoming a shell of who I once was, and I cant go back. I don't know how to fix this and so I'm constantly struggling whilst putting up a front that I'm alright.
I completely understand u.... Its how I feel very often.!!!
Why am I here?
I had a secret relationship with a guy who had two kids and we lived in the same house as the mother of his children but they had broken up so we had formed a really strong connection and he ended up being my first kiss, we kissed and cuddled for about a week and still had a connection then he became confused about his feelings and even though he said he was tired of being treated like cap and feeling unappreciated he went back with her even though he was unsure about his feelings for her. I really miss him and I still like him so much and I just really wish I could be with him we have so much in common and he has so much potential, I've just been a mess over this the past four months -_-
You do not have to answer but is there an age difference between the two of you?
@incompletlyMe it's only a year difference, well not even a year he was born June 8, 1992 and I was born June 6, 1993
Tell him how you feel... just say zzz' i really miss you... why did you leave?' It might make him feel.bad
I anonymously protest about my school dress code at school
I'm afraid of myself. I'm afraid I'm going to try and kill myself again because I just keep getting worse.... I'm so scared.
I completely understand.