Confession
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I sometimes resent my family for keeping me alive.
TW: BLOOD
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blood is a turn-on for me.
I'm a lesbian and there's this girl I really like. she's pansexual so she likes girls too but she's dating a guy right now. she seems to want to talk to me all of the time despite me trying to push her away so I don't get too attached, which is leading me to believe maybe she's not happy in her relationship right now and she's looking for other people she's interested in and she likes me? I don't know what to do because she's so juice and I like her so much but I hate being just friends, but I also don't want to be the reason she breaks up with her boyfriend. 😯
Two options in short: you tell her all and let her decide (that would also solve "not wanting her friend only" as it either works or not). That's hard and might be painful but shortens agony. Second is just moving on for a while, seeing other people, and let life take care of it;)
My friend is anorexic but I can't tell her to stop because I'm starving myself too -.-"
I'm keeping my distance because I know she loves another guy, even though she says she doesn't, I know she'll love him more. It make me so fuckimanxious. And I can't even say aanything without having a fucking anxiety attack and i get so sad i just want to relapse..
I want to be friend's with someone who hates me. I must be really stupid to feel like I want to even waste my time with this person.
I stopped being friends with a girl after she revealed she was bisexual and self harmed. I didn't do it because I was disgusted, I'm not against bi people, or any sexuality. I am also the type to help. But being this as my first time experience that someone self harmed, I didn't know what to do. I felt like a jerk. I stopped being friends because I was afraid of saying the wrong words and doing the wrong actions. After a while.. We resolved our issue and became friends again. But she doesn't know the truth.. So now I think she doesn't trust me anymore.
I had sex with my cousin several times
I love my boyfriend but after a year and 8 months I'm tiered of being in a monogamous relationship, it's not that I'm unhappy I just want to talk to other people but I don't know what to do. He means a lot to me and I don't want to cheat on him but breaking up with him is going to kill me
I always feel guilty. Like I've done something wrong. As though every action I take won't be the right one. The thing is, if it affects me I'm fine with it. I don't really care about myself. The reason these mistakes hurt is because they hurt everyone I care about. If I mess up and feel a bit sad they all feel my sadness, then it makes them frustrated and angry. Which makes me guilty....
Everything you just said is everything i wish i had the courage to say just know it get better i know it does
Thank you so much, I thought I was being stupid for feeling this way...
When I was eight years old, I was molested and I loved it. I loved the attention. And I loved the way it felt. I've never felt like a victim or had any shame over it. It changed my life because then I became a sexual object. From that moment on I craved men's attention and admiration. I actually seduced grown men by "innocently" enticing them. They loved it... And so did I.
Im 17 and i let my cousin have sex with even though i was physically in pain and couldn't bare it i allowed him to carry on
Sometimes we will do anything to give others pleasure.
But why do we seek to please others when its our own self that needs to be satisfied
When I was about 7 a man I new and loved molested me too. I remember at the time thinking it was a fun game. I wanted to keep playing with other guys. But now that I'm older I just feel guilty for ever enjoying it.
It's a natural feeling to enjoy sex. The human body is made to enjoy it. You were a little kid. Even adults who have sex for the first time can't go back. Once you've experienced those incredible feelings, you want keep having them. It's natural.
That never crossed my mind, thank-you
I was recently seduced by a female that had a similar thing going on. The relationship was completely inappropriate because of a major age difference.
Sorry if I brought up hard feelings for you.
I'm fine, I needed to get over it
Oddly enough I quit hitting on men when I turned 12. I'm my mind at that age, I somehow thought once I was 12 I'd get into trouble.
Not at all. I'm actually drawn to females like this. It's a confession post after all. My sister and I were molested at a young age. I was too young to remember (still led to sex addiction) , but she was traumatized. Growing up I had to witness her suffering, too young to really help out. Then I find all but one of my female friends were sexually abused at some point in their lives. After I was seduced I began actively searching for females like this, because they tend to enjoy things that I'm into sex wise.
And because I can relate. If it ever turns into more than just sex, it's always a close relationship.
It's weird how it affects people differently. I was kind of ignored by a busy family. So I loved the attention. My original experience was actually with a couple.
After I was seduced my first experience was with a girl who was just coming to terms with the fact she had been molested by her father. Her entire life she had had the suspension, but anyone she mentioned it to told her she was imagining things. We started this elaborate daddydom/daughter rp. And shared everything with eachother. Finally I realized she was just reliving her traumas, what she really needed, was move past them. The problem was I enjoyed the power I had over her. We began to meet for Sex, eventually I put an end to it after she woke one night screaming with a flash back dream. She recently went to Peru for an ayahuasca ceremony that's really helped her move past everything.
Father/daugter RP... My fav! So hot
It's my favorite as well. I wrote this really fucked up poem about it. Along with pages and pages of other stories. Writing helps with the smaller urges.
Just sent email
I wish there was a private message option here.
I'm pretty sure there was at one point. Email, me at my spam email. [edited - social media]
