Damn it.

Two days until my next PTK meeting. Still haven't finished 3 cups yet. I have the attention span of a squirrel when it comes to required reading. I'd rather read at my own pace, but that's not happening.

You know what? I'm gonna come off as an entitled twat on this rant, but fuck it. Call me what you want. IDGAF.

It's only a quarter of the semester in and I'm already sick of summer classes. I've kept up with CAD for the most part, but mechanical systems and the PTK course have slipped by. I procrastinated. And now I pay the price for it. Gonna have to use sparknotes now.

I'm so sick of school. I'm sick of tests. exams, assignments, instructors who don't care, and stressing about finding a job and graduation. But hey, you're nothing to an employer without a college degree right?

I'd sooner work hard in my internship at Honda than at school. At least I'm actually learning there. At least the people teaching me actually give a fuck about what they do. And that's exactly what I plan on doing. I plan on showing them that I can be relied on to get things done. That I can work hard, and be good at what I do.

Fuck college. Just fuck it. I've met some decent people, and gone on some cool trips, but as far as the learning experience goes, fuck it.

I'm probably just grouchy because I'm behind again. I hate how having a high GPA means you constantly have to maintain it. If it slides, so be it. Long as it doesn't drop too far.