Dreaming of them

dreaming of you while the night is young before the shine wears off or excitement dulls hung up on downfalls shortcomings drudging up distress sweetness turns sour more bitter every hour we are blind in the dark dreaming of you when the night is over intoxicated sleepless selfish separated tossing and turning wondering at which wandering we were lost cold then hot a breeze then a gust you knew me more than i know myself through the summer through the fall seasons go on years go by my love you blossoms changes dreaming of you with the moments we wept wanting wasted wishing the other could help such serious sorrows rips and tears torn down destroyed every bit of our innocence with you i learned to love as a child again dreaming of you and we reminisce memories fantasies imagining one day we pray for just one more open your eyes darling don’t lose sight of the moment we’re in lo seinto, my love i’m sorry for what i should’ve said sorry it wasn't said when you needed here we are i ’m not letting go yelling to be heard attempting to silence insecurities i’m fighting with you it helps me stop fighting with me would you believe through the rage i still love you i’ve never been one to accept my mistakes to be vulnerable is not weak to expose the vein to accept that we bleed we are only human sticks and stones broken bones an aching heart still beats to the rhythm of a battered soul tumultuous turbulent misgiving misunderstanding missed taking shaking losing loosen lose lost found find out how we were meant to be i will love you as long as you let me wanting to give you what you deserve knowing failure come first please don't worry about drops of water i cast no judgement to the rain just as well a man can cry and be a man still emotions are a curse i can never cure you as are close to me as my own skin the past is the past fortune is never clear to share your bed is a gift right now this dream is all i have