Duh of course
Phthalo
December 12th, 2016
I should have remembered that even the sliiiiightest most subtle bit of elation always ends in a hard crash. Like instead of the usual numbness it's just horrible clarity, and that perhaps is not worth the slightly upped feelings.
Why do I even fool myself anymore, I should have known.
Huggingarms
December 12th, 2016
I get like this to, then the feeling of stuff crashing you down brings yo to square one again. They say it is better to feel happy for a bit rather than not? Is that true? Don't feel like it. I hope you are doing better today. Hugs. @Phthalo
crimsonMelon8700
December 13th, 2016
I am sorry to hear that you are feeling this way.