Feeling Angry or Grumpy? Share your frustrations!! Let it out!

Feeling really frustrated with my partner lately. She makes comments that make it seem like she doesn't care much about me or our relationship in the long run. She won't think about even the near future at all. It hurts my heart to hear those things. It makes me feel like I'm not good enough to be loved for a long time or special enough for someone to even consider sticking by my side. It really makes me feel sad and angry and worthless, and if I could change myself it would make her act more lovingly to me. It makes my anxiety and depression worse, and she knows I'm really sensitive. I wish she would make me feel like I'm worth her love and commitment.

Some people don't respect teachers and I can't help becoming furious with them. I try so hard to keep it all inside but I just want to scream.

I really wanted to spend time with my bf but all he wanted to do was drink. It made me feel unimportant.

I've been having ear pain that causes my teeth to hurt, I've tried everything to help without having to see a doctor, and when I just wanted my bf to hug me and cuddle with me, he just wanted to drink.

I really frigging hate how my brain works.

It can never be satisfied with how things are, but insists on taking everything and ripping it apart and applying it to new situations, and not even useful ones, but completely fictional and BS ones. This does X, but what if that causes Y to happen, and how about I put it in this alien world? Like, it's not even useful, and it moves like a freaking chain reaction with the stopping force of a speeding train. I can't follow a conversation without getting bored unless I follow that train of thought, but it has led to more than one awkward silence and my dad even claimed that my family thought I was mentally retarded because of it. Of course, everyone denied it when I confronted them about it, but now I just don't feel comfortable talking around them at all because of that statement, true or false.

I wish my brain would just shut up and be shallow and simple in a useful way. Focus on boys and drama shows, become enamored with the swaying of temperatures instead of trying to bring some uselss trivia or weird natural phenomenon in the mix, get invested in sports. Anything so that I can be a normal human and befriend them like one. But no, I am repulsed at the idea of dating, I will literally fall asleep in the middle of a conversation about celebrity A or show X, and I sound like a goddamn tin foil druggie whenever I get to talking, which either leads to people being confused or weirded out. And best of all? I can't frigging act like the person I want to be because I am a horrible liar and I can not act to save my life, so I can't just pretend or force myself to be invested in the small talk that helps most people get friends.

Some times I seriously consider just getting some form of attitude-adjusting drug so my brain will stop thinking and just go on auto-pilot. The lonliness is getting so bad that I wouldn't mind being a chemically-enduced living zombie if it meant getting rid of this frustration and lonliness.

I feel like a different person in a bad way. I miss old me.

Stress. Stress. Stress.

School is out for summer and I could not be more excited. When I wake up for school every morning, literally, I feel like crying. My grades are fine, I'm passing (for once). Not only am I passing but I'm excelling. I've always been a student who didn't care and never tried but this year, I tried. I worked so hard and managed a 3.5 average but somehow I still felt like I'm failing all the time. I had all A's and still I felt like there was something I was missing. I felt like my grades were slipping through my fingertips even though everything was fine.

All my friends think it's ridiculous but it's just so.. I don't know. It's an weird feeling to have.

I'm annoyed with my husband's ex wife!!! Grrrrr

She's an addict that takes no responsibility for our children, but calls my husband and has him do things she can't or won't and he jumps! She only lives 3 hrs away and had never even met our 19 yr old daughters husband of 9 months. She doesn't send money or clothes for our 16 year old that still lives with us. Her excuse is always, I'll send you some in 2 weeks! We've never seen a dime in the three years we've had the kids. Not only that, our daughter was sick and fighting for her life and her mom drove thru town, but couldn't stop to visit her very ill child a couple years ago. Our medical bills are through the roof, but we'll never see a dime.

She now claims to be sick and a few times we spoke to her she was high as a kite from her me meds.

how is it possible to be in a room full of people, and still feel like you're by yourself?

it's actually what I feel everyday. I don't have any friends in school because I either ditched them for certain reasons (which will be mentioned) or because they don't exactly click with me. people come up to me when they need a favor, a laugh, or free advice/therapy. I'm basically used. normally I wouldn't mind because, hey, I like to help my friends and those who are close to me. the people that ask me, however, do not treat me the same way I treat them. I'm always left in the dust when I need them. they're unreliable, but I'm expected to be there for them when they need me. it's absolutely sickening because that's what all of my friendships have been in school so far.i can't talk to anybody because they don't care about me. I'm either ignored or criticized and it's extremely frustrating. so now I ride solo. at one point I used to be happy by myself, but now it's just tiring. I want to be friends with people who care about me and who express interest in my life, and not with some moron who expects me to be their personal assistant. I've given up on making friends because it all ends the same way. every single time. school is coming to a close, summer is coming up, and I will have nobody to talk to for months on end. what do I do? how do I cope?

I just don't know how to deal. I've no respect for my husband when it comes to her because he allows her to say and do whatever! Now we just found out our 16 yr old son may be sick like his sister and I feel the pressure on me as my husband studying for the bar exam. He's here, but not really if you can understand that. I'm feeling pissed with the ex and overwhelmed worn the children/adult child now. Not to forget that we as a couple have a 4 year old whoa about to be done with school this week.

I can feel my anxiety rising as i type this and it sucks!