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Really sad, really depressed, always alone, will always be.
@Gen2 really sorry for your pain and loneliness
@Gen2 we are never truly alone. I struggle with that thought too sometimes, but then I remember that God is always wuth us.
@Tryin2live Please refrain from spewing your religious things here, this is not a place for religion and very few may agree with you. My view of "God" might be humanity as a whole, and I see as humanity as one huge pile of fuck ups who really need to jump down the nearest cliff.
God is not with me, God is against me, God is dead.
I'm angry, upset, frustrated...I don't think I can take my more. Pretending is easy, reality isn't
IM sick and tired of being rejected for jobs, and I'm DANG GONE sick of being depressed but I can't escape it
I'm angry my friends are still letting me out of everything and denying that I third wheel but I just can't say anything because they'll leave me then and I'm so hopeless
I wish I was better at communicating with the person I love because I don't want to lose him
My mom is trying to set me up with one of her wealthy friend's son and I hate it! We've all met up once before and I knew I was hesitant for a reason. I didn't like him at all. We have absolutely nothing in common. He's 5-6 years older than I am and I prefer someone a bit younger and close to my age (I'm 21). I also don't find him the least bit attractive. All in all, he's just not my type though he looks good on paper. My mom thinks otherwise. It doesn'y help that I have an expiration date. When I say, expiration date I mean that as soon as I graduate from school the husband hunting begins. If I don't find a guy before then, than my family will do it for me. I am "highly encouraged" to be engaged by age 23 and married by age 25. In my culture, if I'm not married or at least in a relationship by the time I'm 25, people in my community will start to question if there is anything wrong with me. I'm meeting with them tomorrow and completely dreading it. My mom says to try to keep an open mind and I'm trying to but its easier said than done. I'm so frustrated and I'm sick of this pressure!
I miss just cuddling on the couch with a drink watching our favourite shows together. And I'm frustrated that he says he misses me too, but he is too unorganized or too lazy or maybe doesn't miss me enough to make an effort and plan time to see me again...
Try this. Do something sporty, wash and clean all the bedding with nice smelly stuff, same with your clothes you are going to wear and make them summery eg cool sandals, and brilliantly ironed; then prepare a delicious vegetable thai curry and a small glass of wine for you both. Then suggest doing something sporty with him.
Me, here, I am in too much emotional pain to be either angry or grumpy.
I got taken off all my depression/anxiety meds bc I got very sick with a stomach virus this week and I'm going nuts. I'm so depressed
I'm just feeling overwhelmed today. I had a ton of work to get caught up on because of the holiday and I'm trying to get over a relationship. It doesn't help that when I get to work that I have reminders of him everywhere. He had done some work in my office and that's how we met.
@amoliva It will get better, just breath and believe in yourself. I took today off because I couldn't face work after being thrown out of my home completely unexpectedly Thursday. I know I will cry tomorrow when I return because my coworkers all know and are mortified for me. I am mortified for myself. But there is nothing we can do about the past. We can only work on the future. Everyday will only get better. There will be setbacks but that's ok.
@KEM8 Wow, I am impressed how strong and positive you are for what happened to you. You are great and very inspiring :) I wish you all the best. Let me know how things work out.
@SweetMango I don't always feel strong, I am freaking out a little this morning about to go to work. I have a very strong support group and having gone through an awful break up before I am trying to take this one in a more positive way. It is hard. I am tired. But I thank you so much for your kind words. It is validating to me that the more ppl hear how it happened the more appalled they are and the more I realize how negative the relationship was.