Feeling Angry or Grumpy? Share your frustrations!! Let it out!

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I get frustrated with the way things ended between me and my ex. They could of ended on a better note, but it ended with me having to shut him completely out of my life by blocking him, which is not a completely bad thing, but still could have ended better instead of where things had escalated to.

My family is not working with me and my husband thinks meds just is magic and poof it's gone it's not

I know It is silly and dumb.. But I'm angry irrtible and aggitated because I have no money at the moment and am having to borrow money from my grandma till I get my SSI check and I'm paranoid that my mom told my grandparents to hold on to my checks cuz I started using marijuana again.. But it's just so Damm frustrating

I feel shameful in a way that drives me angry, it's the idea that I'm 21 years old and never had a true relationship. The idea itself for me is frustrating! I mean, everyone is having a girlfriend of every type on earth I see. When I see this I become angry, but not envious.

What makes me feel shameful about this, is that I began to be exposed for this! My close friends began to realise that, but they won't tell me, and that making me feel angry, worthless, and shameful. :(

I get angry for how much i hate myself. My boyfriend doesnt communicate with me and also goes off for small things. He tells me to shut up and not talk and i feel as though ive pushed him to far. I hate how i let my anxiety rule my life. I feel like leaving him somethimes but i love him too much. Hes answer to every arguement is to tell me to pack my stuff and leave on a daily basis. I can't talk to him or even spend time with him because he is always to tired from work. When i get upset and cry he gets angry because only children cry. I cant help my tears i can't stop crying just like that. We have been together for 2 years and nothing has changed im scared he will leave me. He calls me psychotic, lazy and says i take advantage of him and none of its true right now im sitting alone because im not allowed near him so im just sitting here in the company of my kitten...

I'm angry at everyone! I hate them all!! They judge all the time, they seem to know it all and doesn't care! They're taking everything from me, what's keeping me sane they're taking it!!! As long as it will make them happy, even if it means i will be left with nothing! I hate everyone! I should've ended what I've started before! Better future coming is a lie! All i have is pain, years of pain! Fuck this life! People say everyone of us is unique, every one of us is special to god, and stupid me for believing that! I am no special! If i was, He should've helped me already! I can't hurt people causing me pain, but I must hurt somebody to release this anger! There's no one but me, so i guess I'll just hurt whoever there is i can hurt!

I feel sad because I have to deal with anxiety which makes me feel crazy everyday I'm unable to relax thinking I'd go crazy everyday and terrible chest burning feelings makes it hard for me to sleep . And I don't fall asleep

I'm angry hurt and so confused... I am a stay at home mother of 5 and since my memories have been coming back I have shut down and quit on the outside world pretty much. My husband has told me over and over again to get a friend all these ppl are trying to be my friend but I would push them away and now I've met someone and we r friends we click perfect she has been abused in her past so I can be my broken self around her and I don't have to be someone I'm not! Now my husband seems like he has a problem with it..we were texting the other night because she was upset and my husband said " u r still on with her? She would probably like to go to bed u know" like I was such a needy child being a burden. ..that comment cut deeper than anyone can understand. He sees me as nothing more than a burden.

I'm really mad at myself. I've got nothing apart from good grades - pretty bad relationship with family, practically no friends at all, a psychotic, suicidal mind which keeps on screaming at me throughout the day and demands nothing but perfection from me. I'm tired of all this crap. I'm sick of it. I don't want to deal with my screaming brain anymore. I want a normal relationship with my family - one that I can talk to them normally without accidentally lashing out at them. I want more friends - real friends that won't backstab me or downgrade me for who I am. I want acceptance. I want to feel happiness - it seems so long that I've experienced it.

Go on, call me an ungrateful brat, I don't care. You can say that I've got grades so I don't have to worry. Wrong. Without grades, I'd be a nobody. And how the hell are grades useful when I grow up and start working? Grades can only take me as far as university. When I go find a job, they won't care whether the interviewee got an 'A' or an 'E'. They only care about the diploma. They also care about the person's communication and social skills, something that I lack terribly.

Hell, grades can't help me now, already. The school I'm studying in is a rather prestigious one, so naturally Thaler demand the best in everything. To this day I'm still baffled how a simple drawing can lead to skyrocketing grades. You write a huge essay, full with explanations and stuff like that, you get an'A-'. You doodle a little heart on your essay, you get an 'A' plus a gazillion pluses. Drawing means you put in effort in your work, even though you had only handed in half a page's work. If you gave them a 11-page essay but without any art, you did not put in any effort. Your talents are measured by the number of competitions you joined - no, screw that, buoy the number of awards you recieved. Getting second place means you lost. Only getting first means you won.

At this school, grades are the bare minimum. Other requirements in a perfect student are impeccable art, music, sports, and social skills, all of which I fail miserably.

I know you're probably mad to read though all this shit. I'm sorry, I'm sorry my life is a joke and I'm the shittiest person in it. Sometimes I just feel so useless, ya know?

Call me names. I don't mind.