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Married life isnt just sunshine and rainbows!

if you ever have any doubt about marrying someone, tuck your tail and run. Otherwise you will live with regret. I wish I never went through with it.

I mean I love my husband. He really is my best friend. But I miss everything that I was before he came along. I miss my independence. I miss not being tied to anyone. I miss be able to determine what I would do every night.

I miss not worrying when my husband doesnt come home at night.

I miss not having the stress of whether or not he will stop drinking so much. Even if it is just for fun. I see straight through that excuse. Youre a boarderline alcoholic. I miss the fit man I fell in love with. Not this beer bellied slob.

Why must they let go once they catch us women?

I could leave him and get another man no problem, but all I want is him to become the man he promised me.

Regretfully

an ever faithful wife

Married life isnt just sunshine and rainbows!

if you ever have any doubt about marrying someone, tuck your tail and run. Otherwise you will live with regret. I wish I never went through with it.

I mean I love my husband. He really is my best friend. But I miss everything that I was before he came along. I miss my independence. I miss not being tied to anyone. I miss be able to determine what I would do every night.

I miss not worrying when my husband doesnt come home at night.

I miss not having the stress of whether or not he will stop drinking so much. Even if it is just for fun. I see straight through that excuse. Youre a boarderline alcoholic. I miss the fit man I fell in love with. Not this beer bellied slob.

Why must they let go once they catch us women?

I could leave him and get another man no problem, but all I want is him to become the man he promised me.

Regretfully

an ever faithful wife

Arg!!!! When things just really don't go because somebody messed up your plan!!!!! Darn it! Damn it!! Freaking people who are so inconsiderate and doesnt even consider that they are ruining someone's life. How inconsiderate! How selfish!!! And I soooo hate it when things go bad and its NOT even my fault!!!! Why???????

I have never been so extremely disconnected from people and any form of a social life. My life is so bleak, with very few, almost no dynamics at all. There is nothing really going on in my life. I have nothing to really talk about with regards to what is going on with me and no one to really talk with. I have been pining for romantic love since I was a boy. It has been the #1 desire my heart has been chasing steadfastly for so long. I WILL NEVER HAVE IT THERE IS ZERO POSSIBILITY FOR ME EVER HAVING LOVE IM CONDEMNED TO PERMANENT SOLITUDE I HATE SEEING BEAUTIFUL WOMEN IT TORTURES ME TORTURES ME SO MUCH IT'S LIKE A BUNCH OF KNIVES STABBING ME CUZ IM UNLOVABLE AND WILL NEVER BE LOVED AND IM FULL OF PASSION AND IM NICE BUT IM A WORTHLESS LOSER WITH NOTHING TO OFFER I WILL SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE ALONE IM SICK OF THIS POINTLESS DESIRE THAT INFLICTS ME WITH PURE PAIN LORD THIS IS TOO MUCH I HATE SEEING WHAT I WANT BUT IT'S IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO HAVE A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN BESIDE ME AND YET THERE ARE A MILLION MILES BETWEEN HER AND ME AN IMPASSABLE BARRIER I CAN'T OVERCOME IT'S IMPOSSIBLE FOR HER TO NOTICE ME OR FALL FOR ME I'M INVISIBLE IN THEIR EYES OH IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS SO MUCH THIS ENDLESS DESIRING FOR LOVE THAT I WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am angry that whatever I typed for so long got deleted when this app suddenly refreshed with no warning.

I feel like im about to get another mental breakdown, scream my lungs out of anger and frustration and pull my hair to let out the anger. I live with a father eho doesnt act like a father. Who abused me and beaten me for no reason and who literally ruined my life. Im fking depending on him for now and waiting until summer or past that is toooooo long.

Why I feel angry? Because ive been quite for too long and keeping it all in. I should have been in my second year of uni by now but instead im sitting at home like a prison even tho i graduated almost a year ago and had to repeat a year because of him. Ive done my high school in 3 different countries 3 different systems and 2 different languages and after summer i have to take a foundation year because none of the work ive done is seen as a proper high school diploma that allows me to go to uni directly.

He moved to jordan. JORDAN. FKING JORDAN. A COUNTRY THAT IS THE TOTAL OPPOSIT OF GERMANY AND EXPECTS ME NOT TO GET PISSED AT EVERYTHING??????

He doesnt allow me to go out and meet my friends. HELL I DONT EVEN HABE ANY FRIENDS BECAUSE I KEEP MOVING TO A FKING NEW COUNTRY EVERY FKING YEAR IN THE LAST 4 YEARS.

I do go out when he travels to germany for a few weeks, behind his back, but now im broke and have no money. He borrowed money from me and havent given ir back to me and I cabt ask him for money. Cuz if i do, he will get suspicious since i dont go out anyway.....

Im really annoyed I find it too difficult to be myself. Ive lost feeling and sensation in my body and can just about make out whats going on its soo frustrating. My mind never gives me a break. I absolutely had myself. The self my uncontrollable Mind is is too much for me to bear

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Im starting to have physical pain because of the lack of movement. I just sit any lay down all the time and dont leave the house because im not allowed and i dont have a place to go to anyway....

Jordan is not save for women to take a walk and the goos places,restaurants, malls are far away. I need a car or taxi to go there. There are no Subways, trains here and busses are limited. And without money I canr go anywhere!!!!

My dad suggested to sign me into a fitness studio close to the house. 3 months ago. I spent the whole last week reminding him and convincing him to do that but that fking a**hole keeps ingorning me or giving me excuses. Tomorrow he will travel and im stuck with my kneww and back pain ans have no fking money....

He is just adding more and more anger to me holy sh*t and im reaching my limits. Every day he does sth that hella annoys me and it all adds up.

I cant even open the window for fresh air because my room will smell like a petrol station.

I cant take a nap because this country is soooo loud and even tho my window is closed i hear the fking loud cars and ppl ffs. And my dads voice is sooo loud and his fking mouth cant stay shut. I CANT SLEEP OR REST WHEN HE IS AROUND OMFG.

And to add more to all that im tired af now and he called me twice. I was still getting up from my bed ans 5 seconds later he is angry in my room asking why im not answering and bla bla bla. I told him to chill and that im on my way and that he should expect me to be in front of him a second...

... a second after he calls me and he got sooo mad at me and i felt like he was about to beat me up again.....

He is just making me soooooo mad. No matter what i wanna do thwre is sth bad about him that i think of. Mainly that im stuck in this country worh no money to go out and no friends and physical pain cuz i dont move. I feel like im in prison. I have sooo much time but no freedom. Holy shit he pisses me off and makes mw mentally sick and tired. And ywt he expects me to be full of energy and walking after him like a Slave to work and be right there when he calls. I cant take this anymore im about to go crazy and just stabbing him or sth.............

idk how to be safe