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I'm tired 😴😔

i hate my family its so unfair and i jsu cant live here anymore iver tried to kill myself 3 times in a week. i dont know what to do anymore i feel like everything is just getting distroyed beneth my feet and im cumpling apart most of my friends hate me and im being bullied atm and ive cut alot

I've been waiting weeks on end to not only get a psychiatrist to get me meds I've been missing for about a month but also place me in IOP as my depression has left me struggling to concentrate in school. Yesterday, my mom was given a call back from a institution that can see us tomorrow and definitely accept me in, as last time I couldn't be accepted by another hospital because of an insurance problem. I got myself all ready to go when suddenly my mom tells me we can't go right now, perhaps resulting in not going until the end of the week, because she didn't wash her clothes last night. I'm dumbfounded and livid, as we're always told before bed to start wash. Maybe if she actually had a job like she's supposed to, there would be enough clothes to not be in this mess. I understand that it was the health care providers' fault at first but now it seems that my mom isn't trying to help me improve my wellbeing anymore.

god, there's an attractive idol, but i already quitted liking idols because they make me broke. ARRRGGGHHHHHHHH WHY DO YOU EXISTTTTTTT

I'm so sick of everyone and everything. Yeah my body is horrible ,I know it and hate it but your family is supposed to love you the way you are. And why is everyone around me so fake? I try my best to hold myself together so as not to burst in front of others but I can't.

Here's my anger. I hate what my panic disorder did. I hate how my psychiatrist only cares about throwing meds at me. My therapist sucks so i need a new one again. I practically lost my family (50/50) custody with my son. That was a 10 year relationship that i lost. I hate myself, i hate that my disorder is so severe, i hate that the doctors immediately gave me that damn anxiety is causing all of my problems label, i hate having 2-3 anxiety attacks a day, i hate that people who dont have this will never understand the suffering it puts you through, i hate that people ignore my symptoms, yea until i go into fight mode THEN that gets their attention. At the moment, i hate everything about my life.

I feel like I destroyed my relationship and it hurts a lot because I felt really connected to him. I have all of these problems that make me a bad partner, and I've been feeling really depressed and lonely and I feel like I don't have any real friends because my current friends judge me a lot or they refuse to help me.

(Sorry for my bad English.)

It's so unfair. I'm in the worst classroom at my high school and all the boys in my class are jerks! They always make sexist and homphobic jokes, they touch each other and laugh- like abusing is FUNNY- and they smile at every teacher's face but they swear behind them. Teachers love them because they say ''Ooh teacher, you look so young with this new hairstyle of yours'' or ''I will change my classroom if you won't be my teacher next year!''.

Today, our geography teacher was checking our homework on our books. And, I have written ''SHIT I wanna cut his head off, he's so bad at teaching I cannot listen to him'' on the last page of my book.

Teacher saw it.

Said that I should think before talking.

Are you kidding me? I am the most respectful person in this school and I never beslaver! PLUS I have socia phobia, how can I not ''think'' before I talk? I never talk, I merely think! That's why I've written all these stuff to my friend. And those boys never get caught, (or if they do, they are forgiven) but when I say something bad in my life ONCE, my teacher catches me.

If my I get low marks because of this, I will burn this world.

I miss her. I just miss her so bad.