No one is listening to how I feel. no one cares ...man I'm always trying to do things the right way but nope it's always me .. I'm the one who gets hurt at the end

MY STUPID MOTHER! ARH I WISH YOU WERE DEAD!

I'm feeling angry because I had a positive diagnosis with h. Pylori no biggie but write a biggie to me. I'm a former bariatric patient. When my surgical team find out I had a positive diagnosis they never informed me. For 2 years from the initial diagnosis I went in suffering with gastritis and blockage of my stoma. When I felt absolutely defeated because they told me it was due to "acid reflux" I decided to have my band reversed. I was highly successful with it I lost over 140lbs and was 10lbs from my ideal weight. Needless to say a year after removal my new GI doc gave me the news I had the infection and I got treatment but I also gained back all my weight. I'm pissed off because I kept doing my part I kept going in and getting seen but they failed to tell me I was sick. Now here I am 7 abdominal surgeries later back at struggling to lose weight and get healthy. I'm pissed at myself for not getting a second opinion I'm pissed for gaining the weight back. I really pissed no one told me how sick I was. But I'm really pissed at being back to where I started and hating myself even more.

I'm always angry at myself. Why can't I do things right the first time? Why am I such a pushover? Why can't I stand up for myself? Why can't I find love? I'm an idiot and I hate that.

I just want to tell someone that I'm hurting..

I get frustrated with myself because I care too much about little things like not replying to a text within a certain time frame or saying the wrong thing. I also have wild jealousy and anger management issues. I hold grudges and I can'yt forgive easily. All these negative feelings frustrate me because I just want to be a happy person full of sunshine.

I get mad because when i decide to follow a new diet or some new rules from article people start saying I'm crazy

@Laura

A woman I love and care for, seemingly has an inability to commuincate or pick up the phone. A vertiable deluge of emotional angst/stuff could have been avoided had she sat down and emailed/facebook posted/whatsapped/skyped/borrowed her friends phone/laptop/etc... and I'm thinking its about time I got off this crazy relationship rollercoaster, 'cause the station is in view.

People not paying there way ...😡

The lack of acceptance for conflicting views

We, in western society, live in an extremely liberal society. (there's still a ton of work to be done, but that's beside the point')
yet there are people who value free speech, and the freedom to express their own opinion, and yet they would happily suppress others' right of free speech, just because they don't agree with their opinion!