Feeling off today

I don’t know what’s up today. I just feel off. I feel kind of anxious and I can’t really pinpoint why. Lately I have felt exhausted pretty much all of the time. I don’t think i’m depressed, i’ve been depressed before and it doesn’t feel like that. I feel like i’m just waiting to get out of a funk. I feel like i’m waiting for something to happen, i just don’t know what it is. i’m just ready to be happy. i’m ready for everything to feel good and easy. i’m tired of feeling like i wake up everyday to just do the same old thing every day. i’m tired of routine. i just feel like i’m trying to shed my old skin. like shed all of the stuff i’ve been through and all of the pain. I just want to let it all go. i’m tired of holding on to it. but like, how do you do that? how do you stop being the way you’ve always been?