I miss affection
I'll be honest, I feel really silly right now I really want someone to hold me , hug me and kiss me right now I havent touched by anyone who isnt a doctor in over a week Emotionally I'm fairly ok for the time being. Some anxiety though. But that's normal for me My girlfriend and I are in a bit of a rough patch over something I did and shes not entirely comfortable with me hugging or touching her right now.....and thats ok She needs her time and space. And im.willing to give it to her 😊 I was in the E.R last week, and then though I'm fine, I was really scared. I was alone the whole time, do to people having previous plans or being out of reach of me. But, damn, I could kill to be hugged,kissed or held right now. I like affection a lot. I can live without it, but I feel kinda empty without it. I kinda wanna curl up cry, I'm missing it so much Am.i being stupid and silly?
@AnemoTiger hello, thank you for posting <3
you're not being silly ; -;, specially if your love language is touch, being deprived of it can make you feel really down. you said you were in ER? are you alright now? :(
here's a hug 
I'm ok now after being in the ER. Just had to get some things checked out. Hospitals scare me regardless
@AnemoTiger awh that's understandable, it's worse when there's no one there with you ; -;, is your girlfriend doing alright? you say she doesn't really want you to touch her at the moment. and have you been taking care of yourself? you sound as if you're empty and drained :(
