I need to talk now - live speed pls
I just find this foroum, i need someone to talk right now
I need advise & comfort
Please contact me or provide me your info so i can contact you
I feel a wreck :(
@GCh
Have you tried to connect with a Listener yet?
They can listen and comfort you but advice isn't something you're gonna get in here... We can't tell you what to do. We can only love and support you. Hope you find someone to help you out!

Thank you all, i connected in group chat and i talked a bit about it....
The whole story in a sentence.....I believe that i may have lost a best friend and it's too painful, i want her in my life 
@GCh
I know how that must be.... I have been there and it was pretty bad for a little while. Give it time.
Nothing will be as bad as it is right now for ever.
If you are both seeing a future in this friendship still, you will work things out. If not, there are things you will be able to do without them... have faith in yourself!