Just a Space to Rant

I’m really getting to a point where I’ve run out of ways to deal with my current environment. I have no friends, my family pretends to be one, I barely know the people I work with. For context, I have five roomates (because we were super poor lol) and they’re the actual scum of the earth. I’ve never met such toxic, negative people. I’m moving out in two months thankfully, but the last two years here have been fucking hell. Everyday there’s something new they’re yelling about. The one other girl is the worst. She’s so critical and hateful, as if we didn’t get this place to help her and everyone else out equally. I do all the chores around the house because everyone else is too lazy to do it, but funny enough they can make comments and complain when it doesn’t get done. I’m constantly cleaning up after them. If I didn’t do anything they’d let dishes mold in the sink for months. Did I mention I’m the only financially responsible one? Idk how much they owe me in rent I’ve had to cover for them…sure I have a better job now and can budget around it, but for them to not be on top of bills and bitch about the house constantly is just a lot to be around. I have a partner that lives here too…idk what’s going to happen with that. He’s like a child I have to take care of. I’m in my early twenties and am essentially taking care of 5 adult children. One of the roomates just got here and lives in the living room, I’ve been getting their groceries and making their dinner. We’re working on getting them a job and back on their feet, but every day is just becoming more and more taxing. Idk how much more I can take. And I’m afraid that once I move out in a couple months I still won’t be happy. I have no idea what makes me happy anymore. It feels like everything has been snatched away from me. I don’t remember the last time I enjoyed a day. My birthday was this past Friday, and I spent the weekend listening to my partner complain about what we did to celebrate it.

anyway, just needed to get that off my chest since I have no one to talk to.