Lonely, anxious, depressed, and just tired.

I wasn't sure what group I should go into. I don't really know what I'm looking for. I guess I need someone to talk to?

I'm a felon released from 5 years in prison about 3 years ago. I think I may be a bit autistic (I've never had it checked out). I left Christianity about 5ish years ago (born and raised Pentecostal).

I have few friends, lots of social anxiety, a long-distance relationship. I might be out of a job soon because the small business, whom I work for, might close down.

Hardly anything in my life works out. My relationships never last long. I'm almost 40, never married, no kids. I have an Associates degree, but can never find a job in that field.

Some days it feels like everything is crumbling around me, and I haven't anyone to talk to. My girlfriend lives on the other side of the world, so she's at work when I'm awake, but is already asleep when I wake up.

I don't know. I'm just tired of everything.