Mittens and some relief

Hii guys! Sorry if I forgot yesterdays entry I kinda didnt have much to say and was in a weird mindset. Basically I got the news from the doctors and they said there wasn't anything that looked like it needed surgery but if I got worse and the meds didnt work I would go in for surgery.
I feel relieved that there isn't anything in the scans to raise any alarms off the bat and it does give me some comfort but I worry that because of that I may be skimming over something that is still there, I know so far the meds didn't help much and I still don't feel as good but the mental relief has helped me a lot.
Another thing that has brought my spirits up was interacting with friends both here and connecting with an old friend group which I haven't talked with in over a year, it really helped me although the night isn't over yet. Even if Ive been piled on with medical and mental the world doesn't stop rolling and neither does my work 3:
So I'll be up working on a report but at least with some peace of mind, I almost feel as if I used to. Before I would be up and kinda enjoyed working this late because Id either finish what I had to or just drop it and have a moment of not caring about anything and feelings great off of so much nicotine and coffee as unhealthy as it may be. 
Anyway, I'll be here and around and thank you to all of those who are showing their support it makes me so happy :3
Stay warm, take care, and have a nice time - Mittens 3/31/2025