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Modal0154 November 18th, 2019

Previously I was 'Polaris2088'.

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That one episode of Pokemon where Ash's Chimchar becomes a Monferno, does that fist combination and the lack of reaction from Paul?--me trying to impress my boss at work.

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Modal0154 OP January 12th, 2020

When will 'LittleKuriboh' be active again?.

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Modal0154 OP January 12th, 2020

I would think that given the experiences of the major improvements in past ~15 yrs of video* making with limited resources, local commercials have less reason to be schlocky, nowadays. Speaking as someone for whom, network TV isn't any longer relevant.

*YouTube.

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Modal0154 OP January 12th, 2020

I want to quote a certain *'TSOL' video on this but it would take too long

There is something to be said about filling your time with pornography and watching to the point of 'exhaustion'. There is something to be said about filling your time with humour content and 'funny stuff' until the point of exhaustion. With me it's 'Cracked' articles and Youtube**.

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Two different kinds of 'stimulation' which can lead to exhaustion. Two different kinds of stimulation which can emerge from and lead to/end in ***boredom.

It's important, deeply important to ask and spend time introspecting as to when and for what reasons you embrace either--if you care to take it seriously enough you might find some useful amounts of theory for your understanding.

It's important to know when the ["sexualized oversaturation", "joke"] has ended..goodness knows how offensive stuff goes into the 'production' of either at times.

*'The school of life'

**xD =u= d--n Tyler's recent opinion vid about Disney's monolopy was 'blue'

***stressful/despairing/static sometimes tortuous emptiness with an insistence

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"ADHD/ADD can cause one to develop this way of thinking — it's sometimes seen as both it's best and worst symptom. On one hand, it compensates for the lower attention span caused by the disorder, and thus lets those who zoned out during an important activity to catch up by analyzing the surroundings. On the other hand, since people with it are always subconsciously absorbing information, it makes it even more difficult to focus on one thing."

--https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/AwesomenessByAnalysis ,'real life' folder, last entry

d--n 'the boomers' scowly faces and all for being such abrasive a--wipes who pretend they will never be overthrown and who seldom contributed to my education non-coercively.

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Modal0154 OP January 12th, 2020

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Hmm..ought to have removed the underlined link.

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Modal0154 OP April 20th, 2020

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Exhibitionism#Types_of_exposure

"Martymachlia: a paraphilia which involves sexual attraction to having others watch the execution of a sexual act."

If 'voyeurism' would hypothetically applicable to the consumer of pornography, would martymachlia apply to the performers?.

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Modal0154 OP January 12th, 2020

Going to at least try some painting. Concerns about switching to a new 'sketchbook' which is kind of oversized for my convienence.

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Modal0154 OP January 13th, 2020

When you use a 'chaser' song after a near lapse into NSFW type content.

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Modal0154 OP January 13th, 2020

Eventually must scan artwork at a library with a functional USB maybe.

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Modal0154 OP January 13th, 2020

"^_^

My dad like 'Dance monkey' by 'Tones and I'.

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Modal0154 OP January 13th, 2020

When you don't really believe someone middle aged saying things about how much a neighbourhood s--ks* until your fairly older, do some nuanced thinking and concluded to how unlikely it is that an area will change w/in your own lifespan.

*b/c you thought to yourself "it's just old ppl posturing".

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Modal0154 OP January 15th, 2020
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Modal0154 OP January 15th, 2020

I don't trust ppl with attitudes similar to what remained after ~105,120 of being alive. I don't trust ppl with attitudes similar to what remained from about age ~12.

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Modal0154 OP March 14th, 2020

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~105,120 hrs..

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