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Previously I was 'Polaris2088'.
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That one episode of Pokemon where Ash's Chimchar becomes a Monferno, does that fist combination and the lack of reaction from Paul?--me trying to impress my boss at work.
This really seems to encapsulate the differences btw being so p.o.'d behind my eyes and in what I write in contrast to my irl nebbish-ness xD
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DP8g7yH584g
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https://youtu.be/r5VXwiSpRFo?t=71 ..1:11+
and (0:00-0:40)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hH8aXw9Qhzk
is me before disengaging from Catholicism, the guilt culture and taking it's hamartiology too d--n seriously xD ..
I can fixate on pornography but be fairly uncomfortable about the topic of beauty.I can fixate on pornography but am not all that used to pondering about the topic of beauty.
=-= don't give that oh, it's one of those important topics your not suppose to contemplate on .b.s. How did that work out for conceptions if God and gender?.
So much talk about loneliness but seldom any real pondering about what it means to disengage from parents responsibly.
The pt. of me which struggles* to not see this as I'm too proud to talk about 'white ppl' thing.
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The measure of a fair amount of humanity's stupidity can be measured fairly by how, what lengths it goes to pretend it's invulnerable.
..add in notions of natural selection, scarcity and life-saving altruism 'to taste'.
Advices from ugly sources.
When your biking and it's a fool wearing an ancient Greek style theatre mask who tells you to not bike on [mainly vacant =_=] sidewalks.
Let's be honest: how often do we associate regional or local accents w/the poor and old?.
Let's be honest: how often are the poor and old associated with regional or local accents?.
Let's be honest: how often do we associate regional or local accents w/the poor and old?.
Let's be honest: how often are the poor and old associated with regional or local accents?.
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This man though :D !
https://www.eriksinger.com/about , https://www.eriksinger.com/donate-your-accent
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D--n accidental double posting.
Me setting up 'a fund' for art supplies was based on the erroneous conception that (i) I would always have an art interest held up* and (ii) I would consistently need money/funds b/c I would be continously going through/using up entire supplies entirely.
*other options *cough* digital painting *cough*
~2 Novembers ago, now there was a significant spat btw me and my younger brother..
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......what he said about 'following your own voice'....it's kind of scary knowing how his rationale for theft..or at least his 'poor man stealing bread to feed a starving family' rationale for theft..kind of lays there...
....considering
....considering how the 'cliche looking' fool who tried to rob me of my device once...I would dismiss as something toxicly/addictively 'object-oriented'/materialistic jacka--...
....yet when I about mental health...and the things ppl say about 'not knowing any better' if not at least the 'circumstances outside of my circle of control' justification...I could see how such junk happens.
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Amir's dad in 'the kite runner' explaining to his son how ~'the only real sin is theft' after commenting on see him (someone is Islam adhering Afghanistan in the late 70's) drinking, comes to my mind for some reason `_` '-' ..
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..'the theft' of taking someone's life... '_' =~= ...makes me stew uneasily inside that someone would construe/percieve something as **immaterial** as life/experience like that..sure as f--k isn't property.
I only got through a few pages and maybe skimmed through the rest of a graphic novel adaptation of 'the kite runner' once.
I think, I remember reading somewhere a comment on how thye could envision a 'Legend of Zelda' (animated?, live action?) setting as essentially 'Samurai Jack' in a lot of ways albeit w/a different setting and goals.
Given the potential for art direction, 'worldbuilding' and to-this-day Link's taciturn nature I could see that.