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Modal0154 journal: vol.5

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Modal0154 April 21st, 2020

ᴍᴏᴅᴀʟ0154 ᴊᴏᴜʀɴᴀʟ: ᴏʟ.

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Modal0154 OP April 21st, 2020

D--n not being able to edit past entries.

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I think to myself how I shouldn't wait for a 'special event' like the quarantines ending to make another journal if I so choose.

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Modal0154 OP April 21st, 2020
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Modal0154 OP April 21st, 2020

Yay, subtitulos en Espanol

https://youtu.be/M9i2HAE-ZSw

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Modal0154 OP April 22nd, 2020

The perpetual time-defiency of adulthood is why I pick, what I pick when it comes to reading. I'm glad for the grasp of writing heuristics I have culminated.

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Non-Muslim me: I think to myself how Ramadan (starting tomorrow) will be different for practising Muslims.

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Modal0154 OP April 23rd, 2020

No me viene a mi mente cursos de arte con un enfoque en collages.

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"I think, that if someone [or was it anyone (?)] call you boring there boring"

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Modal0154 OP April 23rd, 2020

there was a therapist once who thankfully told me that and I would expect or hope that when I am clicking w/someone most esp. to a 'post-friendship' level that they tell me that b/c I think it's likely* that in getting to be known or understood deeply I'd go through the same beats as I would in certain instances of therapy.

*as with most anyone

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the same beats .. that phrasing.. qualitative patterns; how often do music related metaphors get clung to it ?

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Modal0154 OP April 23rd, 2020

When it comes to the telling the difference btw ppl who speak European in contrast to some kind of Latin American Spanish, consider the kind of accent you can imagine someone Mexican or continental European speaking with. Is there/ what reasons are there for thinking that someone from Spain won't sound like they have a stereotypical continental European accent when they speak English ?.

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It could help to consider how when watching reaction videos, ppl might (as much as I like to think they are expressing themselves organically and such) purposely be more thrilled seeming and foul mouthed to be more seemingly exciting to watch. Some do use or depend on Patreon and other sorts of funding after all.

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Modal0154 OP April 23rd, 2020

I wrote to admitting to loneliness as a reason for why watching reaction videos (myself included) is a thing but I think it sadly points out something else. Judgementalness can be* used as a basis for socializing.

*much like the ugliness of using/iindulging in revenge thoughts

'~' No hay tanto mas que ver cuando no se trata de edu- o info-renmiento

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

Heck, I could imagine a self-chat w/'recent past me' if I bothered to read my past journals so far..

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ms7capx4Cb8

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Modal0154 OP April 23rd, 2020

One old motto remembered: 'what happens in peer support, stays in peer support'

..but d--n when it comes to helpful things being >_< said I wish, I could remember what someone once said after I brought up how it took me a long time to accept I needed glasses around ~12 yrs old b/c of the fear/judgement w/the word 'nerd'.

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Modal0154 OP April 23rd, 2020

My mom asking me if I would like anything cooked

Seeing slugs, millipedes and pillbugs mingle in the soil of the potted aloe vera plants.

'_' d = 'gratitude journal' (gj) entry

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Modal0154 OP April 23rd, 2020

If we hypothetically live in 'semi-quarantine' for say ~+20 years we might 'get it right' as far as treating one another better online as well as becoming more respectful of introversion and become more patient overall.

Grief, I hope I don't sound like a 9 year old saying that.

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Modal0154 OP April 23rd, 2020

-Find iPad strewn somewhere about

-Expect response from YouTube about dysfunctional PS3 app

-Msg someone if 'CompPortal' on phones can be uninstalled now

-Contact Apple CS about my phone still possibly sending photos to my Onedrive

-Walk w/ dog