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Modal0154 April 21st, 2020

ᴍᴏᴅᴀʟ0154 ᴊᴏᴜʀɴᴀʟ: ᴏʟ.

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Modal0154 OP April 24th, 2020

A fair amount of the time I feel that when it comes to the group chats, it exemplifies everything apparent neuronormatives corroborate against those w/mental illness. It used to be worse before the 'reform' where you need certain badges and to have spoken w/ x amount of listeners to enter.

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Years ago I remember thinking how 'Wolf's rain' would make for a neat live action transition as a high-concept HBO show with a similar number of episodes, give or take 'the filler' episodes.

https://rakkuen.tumblr.com/post/100115461575/wolfs-rain-live-action-actors

I don't think it would be too difficult to cosplay as any of the main wolf characters *particularly for the suggested actors. It could also make a neat movie hopefully not the 'hit or miss' kind but a more successful adaptation easier to pull off than 'Alita: battle angel' given how relatively low-key the show was even w/the dystopian fantasy and sci-fi elements.

* even if Colton Shires is older now than he is in that photo

^_^ WOW. Now esp. might not be the best time to mull over potential media productions, eh ?.

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

For one thing, since the site's semi-overhaul I don't think there have been instances, at least when I've entered so far that someone comes in saying how they are going to consider taking their own life or even worse 'be trolled for it'.

The silly thing about hearing or seeing about armies like the N.Korean one or anywhere where drafting or conscription service is still a thing is it's not a 'display of strength' when you think of not only how much of that army is inactive in that compromised of civilians but also how in the end of active and trained contract / career soldiers might scantly be a thing, not the least b/c it will mainly mean that a fair amount of that army is essentially put into doing labour tasks which are not militaristic by nature a/o 'at worst' (think Stalin, WWII and being told to shoot anyone retreating/turning back for irl example) it'd mean a stupid notion of 'throwing so much ppl to be cannon fodder that the other side needs/will to run out of ammo'**.

While I do get d--bag or troll vibes from the current avatar of this YouTuber* it's a valid and important point brought up here, from mid last year:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R8RtOybmL_I

* =~= and a fair amount of his videos in terms of expressive tone tbh

**not to be frivolous but it reminds me of how in 'Infinity war' there were those underlings lunging themselves at Wakanda's force shield before Cap and T'Challa led the charge

Oh course, it'd take too long to go into how genderized military stuff is

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Things found in the freezer

Having done online work for the week

The understanding of my physican

The understanding of my case manager

Having done collages overnight

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

Heber Hecht cosas de taxes.

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

*Haber hecho*..

if some idiot says 'speak 'Murican', ' >:| When you speak Lakota even if you are black !' would be my response.

Algorithms which listen to us and send wave after wave of distracting recommendation but there is a shortsightedness to not really consider multilingual vocabulary while still sticking to a Latin alphabet.

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

In hindsight when I think or say d--bag I can just as well think 'chauvinistic' instead.

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

Past forum identities/experiences include 'Comic vine' , 'Comic book resources' , 'Catholic answers forum' , 'Psychforum' and 'Wrong planet'

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

Y siendo un commentero de YouTube no cuenta ;|

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

'_' 'DeanLeysen' videos on relationships. Dang, how the Belgian dude seemingly vanished.

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

A testament to the a--holery of ppl was being dismissed by others while working at a call center. Ray Charles was blind since early in life and stammered at times would his anxiety measure different if you knew that the undesired choicelessness of the other person ?.

During one of the training classes I brought up the harassment by Will Smith to Woody Harrelson in 'Seven pound' and the instructor told me they weren't familiar with that scene.

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

There is a competition in my mind for attention to listen to the sorts of videos where you can can a fair idea w/out watching (a fair amount of vlogging vids) or audiobooks in 'bite size' chunks.

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

Por mi tanta de filosofia, la neccesidad de filosofia es corrientemente reducible a meditacion y logica formal. El sigiente require bastante esfuerzo para aprender and I think my desire to sate it might suffice w/listening to 'The goddess of small victories' as an audiobook.

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

Entro el dia final antes de mi ultima semana de trabajo por internet.

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

Current interests cerebral (Esp.) :

autonomization

overcoming shame

assertiveness while having a .. understanding of risk AND not being afraid of conseqences based on the emotional irregulation of others

, if not succedding at overcoming fears of 'cosmic lighting bolts' from mal- or dysthestic like sources*

* =_= d--n it's high time that a literary movement kicks in which effectively displaces and dates Lovecraft into obsolescence

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

Intensity

I can say up for as much time b/c of pornography as commenting on YouTube and watching video essays.

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

Stuff like this, stuff like that makes me feel better than local stupidity/ local Hamiltonians.

Escapism

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Modal0154 OP July 10th, 2020

@Modal0154

I can *stay up*..

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

I'm one uptight b--d

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

Am I impatient or am I restless?. There is a difference.

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

On paper it sounds good. On paper I barely got accepted*.

*referencia a resumes del pasado

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

Cuando cambia la escena de salud publico I would like to try biking from around my house, down Cannon and onto the hub on the side of an apartment on the way to my my sister's friend.

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Modal0154 OP April 25th, 2020

The way the word 'gay' used to =_= be pejorative used as a synomyn for s--ty is a testament to how nonheterosexuals were never given a space, given a chance to improve their lives.

You can 'psych- yourself' if you think COVID-19 gets by in a miasma like way, a nocebo if you will ascribed to an obsolete/debunked belief.

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When it comes to the features for which ridiculing black ppl highlights the part about 'thick lips' being a phentypical distinction isn't something which I think really clicked in for me until I was ~12 . I mean before then, 'expectedly' dark(er) skin, curly hair and round noses* I got but the part about thicker lips I remember hearing about later somewhat before learning about the uncomfortable history of minstrel show like depictions.

*usually -- when you grow up among *East* Africans (ex.Somalis), you might notice sharper noses and bridges a fair amount of the time unlike the consistently rounder noses ascribed to the post-diaspora West African descendents known on this part of the world; https://youtu.be/cLNyF1Zw5tg?t=10 ;) 0:10-0:24

Temo que e escrito tanto que mi ortografia a empeorado "^_^ por sobreuso.