My Week
(My week usually ends Tuesday nights, because Wednesday morning I'm have to go to work this week.) my life was not stellar. I felt like breaking down multiple times. New protocols are being implemented at work and its just becoming hard for me, my personal life feels like it's just falling apart, and I'm trying really hard to keep myself together. I've kept how I feel suppressed for so long. I feel like I've developed my own person hell, and I have no idea how to get out. I often feel like I've failed myself and my loved ones, and I really don't like feeling this way.
2 track defined my week this week:
Track 1: Given up - Linkin Park
Track 2: Mad World - Tears for Fears or Gary Jules (which ever you prefer).
Thanks for listening to my forum rant, I want this site to be able to help me, but I know that I also need to help myself.
My goal for the new week is: To learn how to live again.
I think that is a great goal for this upcoming week :)
I hope you feel better and it's natural to feel overwhelmed by changes :)
This past week I learned to live again, and it wasn't hard. I came came to terms with who I am, and what I want to do rather than who everyone else wants me to be, and what they want me to do. I connected with myself and I feel like I've made me a difference in my life. I found out that I need to question myself when it comes time to do so, not all the time. It might sound a little nuts, but I reconnected with the religion of my Father, and have gained a new understanding for said religion; however I have also gain affinity for a new religion as well.
This past week I also applied for new job, but the current prospects are not great. I'm going to have to do more research before I dive head first into the job pool.
2 track that dominated my week:
Pardon me - Incubus
I Don't Wanna Be - Gavin Degraw
Goal for this upcoming week. Learn how to love again.