New Chapter of Life scares me...
I am quitting my current job at the end of the month. My current job is probably one of the most toxic environment I've worked in so far. It's affected me physically and it's like I have no control over my health because I struggle to work through my issues with my job. I've tried for the past three years but it's time to move on. And more importantly I am switching to a new career field. It's actually a field I've wanted to work in since I was in high school. I want to have a job that is bit more fulfilling for me. I actually have no regret leaving this place because to be honest it has taught me how to look for red flags at work.
Now I am someone who is overweight and insecure when it comes to meeting people. To me it seems like people don't like me during the first impression but after getting to know me don't seem to have a problem with me. I would say that I am overweight, a bit unfiltered, and I don't come off as a nice person. Then they kind of realize that my outside doesn't match my internal personality.
Since I am starting a new job, I've been so worried about not getting along with my new coworkers. While yes I know to focus on my work I've also learned that getting along with coworkers make your job easier. I wish I got along with people better because to be honest I don't mind being around good people it's the bad ones that make me feel uneasy. But I am hoping that by a trick I came up with that I can get along with everyone. That trick being that each person I meet, find one thing I like about them. I'm hoping things work out well, at least better environment that I currently work in.