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@ALeXaNdEr0712
im sorry I get so upset and not say accept apology because I do I don’t think you do that on purpose your one my best friends here.my feelings just get very hurt
be safe ok 🐻🍪
@theboymoana
u don't have to apologize, u are right and I'm sorry u are very hurt, I'm not good to be friends with or be around I understand and it's ok to be upset and it's valid u have good reason its been real difficult for u lately its a lot and we all have a breaking point, I hope u take care tho and be safe
@ALeXaNdEr0712
you are good friend always there for me and I always here for you to ok doesn’t change even I get upset just is very bad time and worse last night because didn’t feel good from seizures and head hurt and feel all weird bad and just is exact you say breaking point :(
Hi 💜 I'm sorry I'm not active too much, I'm trying my best. Just very busy, I miss and love you all. I hope whoever's reading this has a great day, night, afternoon or whatever time it is💜
@Ri337 Aww, Ri, we've missed you too, I thought about you from time to time. I hope you find some free time for yourself. Thinking of you ♥️
@ALeXaNdEr0712
I don’t show up in forums much but I think it’s important this time.
I’m just here to remind you of how amazing you are. You are a wonderful, kind, caring, supportive, smart person and an absolutely amazing friend. You might think otherwise sometimes but you truly are such a good person. There are very few people who will put their needs aside every time to support everyone else, who will risk getting in trouble to defend those you care about and stand up for what you believe in, who will always try to see the best in everyone no matter how terribly they’ve treated you in the past, who will forgive anyone and give them another chance.
The world needs more people like you. You care about others unconditionally and always put everyone in front of yourself. That is a great thing but I want to remind you of how much you matter too. How much you deserve for that care, support, empathy, forgiveness and understanding to be returned to you.
It may not mean a lot but I care about you so damn much and I am always here for you. I hope you’re doing okay and I hope things get better for you- you deserve it more than anyone else I know.
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@ALeXaNdEr0712
Found the long lost thread :D
I just wanted to take a moment to let you know how much I appreciate you and how amazing I think you are. I am so proud of you Alex- so proud of the way you wake up day after day and the way you continue to do what you can to get through life even thought it's been nothing but *** for you.
You are a good person. Even if it doesn't feel like it all the time, I want you to know that I see so much good in you. The way you come into a group chat and instantly start supporting everyone else. The way you are there for people, even if those people never show that they are there for you. The way you forgive people and continue to support them even after they have hurt you. The way you are so damn protective of the people you care about. The way you spread so much kindness, compassion, empathy and care to everyone else even when you're not getting it in return. The way you express your appreciation to others over even the smallest of things. The way you lead with your heart and let it guide you even if it may result in you getting hurt. It's so clear you always have the best intentions and I know you do have so much love for the people who are important to you.
You are so appreciated Alex, by many people, but especially by me. I wouldn't be who I am or where I am today without you. You have taught me so many things in the last year or so that we have been friends. You've shown me how to lead with empathy even if someone has wronged you. You've taught me how to be a better friend and you have shown me what it means to be cared about unconditionally. I will never be able to thank you enough for that. I am also so thankful for all those times you were there for me, especially when you weren't doing so great yourself. The way you went the extra step to show me you cared, the way you check in on me and say things just to brighten my day. You are special Alex, I've never met anyone else quite like you. The world needs more people like you.
I am so sorry you have to struggle so much. It isn't fair to you and you truly deserve so much better. I really do hope someday things will turn around for you. Until then (and even after then if we are both still around on cups), I am here for you. I will always be here for you as much as I possibly can be. Things are hard right now but you are still trying, that's what matter. I am so so proud of you Alex. I hope one day you are able to be proud of you too. Keep trying- you are doing great ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ❤️
Much love ~ Mack
@Mack
I don't know what to say, thanks for being there for me today and always, u have been real patient with me always.
I get real overwhelmed sometimes and my head gets all messed up. I always freak out when I share stuff.
u are a very understanding and caring person too Mack, you have been there and trying to get me help and doing the impossible even when I keep pushing everyone away and sabotaging everything.
Thanks a lot for being patient cause u have always given me space and time to process stuff and I do need that, a lot of time cause I swear I'm always taking freaking steps backwards instead of forward, and I get overwhelmed and I freak out real easily, but u have understood that and it means a lot to me.
I appreciate u a lot and I've always cared about u, u were always genuine and brave.
I do need u to know that u are important and u have helped me in ways I can't explain.
@ALeXaNdEr0712
I'm just doing what I can to return the favor. It's okay to get overwhelmed and it's okay to take steps back sometimes. You are trying your best though, and that's truly what matters.
So many people in you situation would have just said *** it and given up, but you haven't. You keep going and it's a lot. I am proud of you and you deserve patience and kindness. You deserve support just as much as anyone else does. You do a lot for other people and it's okay to let people do stuff for you too.
You're a good friend and a good person. Even when you are pushing people away and trying to sabotage things. It's a defense mechanism and I get it, I do the same thing. So damn scared of abandonment and rejection so at the slightest sign of it I end up pushing everyone away so they can't hurt me by walking away on their own. It's a self fulfilling prophecy. It still hurts like *** though, when the people do leave. Even if you were trying to make them leave. Because I know deep down I don't want them to leave and I have a feeling you feel the same way when you're doing those things.
I will always be here for you as much as I'm able. You deserve that at the very very least. Life sucks and *** we can't control happens and it can feel so isolating but I don't want you to feel like you have to deal with it alone. I know it's not the same as having someone right there next to you, but you can find me here. I will always try my best to help out and be there for you.
