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Sam's Confession

User Profile: samc95xc
samc95xc April 24th, 2015

Hey there,

All of you Idon?tknow how to say but if you are reading this stuff,I?mgrateful to you.

I am a Listener who has been with this community for the past year and during my stay I got out of hand.

You know greed, fame, glory, popularity; I was in the top of my kingdom once.

This was my Kingdom, My Pride,My Glory.

But I was wrong I got so much involved in making projects here and there that I became a robot who only considered for the personal glory, for the personal glory, which only cared about the mass of listeners to be encircledwithinmy spear ofInfluence.

From where I was a hardworking,messengerof Christ I became someone who is full of Greed and someone who loves power.

It?s true that all of my projects which I created I created with good intentions but when things started going bad in my life.

I kept on pushing the limit for making these projects my source of glory my source of happiness.

And you know when you forget about everything and think about your own happiness,

You forget the very essence why you joined, why you came here.

To help in the first place.

You forget your limitations, and it always brings out the worst of you.

I?mnot ashamed to share with you my past with this website.

Because what I did was more shameful.

Yes I might be cursed by thousands of you for leaving without notice,

For not answering your messages for just not taking theresponsibilitiesI created.

I know Idon?thave a glorious past with you guys.

But for sure I want to come back, you know, it?s never late to mend what is broken.

It?s never late to say Sorry

To be Humble once again

Moreover to Be aMessengerof Christ once again

To Bring Peace wherever it?s absent.

That?swhat mattersisn?tit.

I know it will take time for you all to forgive me and give me a place again in your hearts.

But as most of know life is not turning very good for me andI?min the ropes now.

So I thought it?s better to do the confession to all of you,

Than to let it go.

I know it will take time.

But believe me if you give me a place your hearts once again.

I will make the Forums Colourful once again like I used to do.

Love
Sam

@Kane @Flourish @HannaJane @Pam @OliviaButler @Iara @Noasu @Laura @Heather @Twish @Glen@Jaelin @Cadence @Lukas @Pali @Silentlistener97 @Apple74 @Aina

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User Profile: professionalPerspective60
professionalPerspective60 September 2nd, 2016

@samc95xc

Hello there,

Sadly, we didn't meet on the listener side of the site, however, I would like to say thank you, for all your efforts and contributions you delivered to the site with the supporting projects you once embraced, the members you supported. To deliver such a heartfelt confession in the public forum takes some courage, so thank you once again Sam, I think you a special kinda person for doing this.

I wish you all the best, take care

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User Profile: samc95xc
samc95xc OP September 5th, 2016

@professionalPerspective60

Thanks friend

God bless you

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User Profile: reservedexcitment
reservedexcitment October 6th, 2016

@samc95xc I agree 100% with Professional. Thank you, and don't be so hard in yourself, we are all human beings and will fault at times. Sometimes what we see as big issues others might not have thought that way or might not have been a big issue.