Story of my life (Penny,s Diary).
Dear,well wisher.
18 Feb 2022
12:23 AM.
I feel mentally drained everyday. This trauma is killing penny day by day.i feel tired of this trauma but I will not give up.the pain is worst beyond words for describing it.i ask for help but no one come for help.when I was abused in the past for 8 years that time too no one ever came for help or support.feeling of left out make my trauma worst.this wounds are deeper & deeper tears dont come out nowadays instead my chest pains. Oh! This suffering dont know when I will heal.i cant take this trauma anymore I feel helpless I feel irritated.
Yours,
Penny
@communicativePenny8383. I’m sorry to hear about your suffering. You will be in my thoughts.
@communicativePenny8383 hey penny, at first I want to say you're so brave, you're so brave for coming here, you're so brave to be able and willing to seek support, you're so brave to share a part of your story, you're so brave for acknowledging your trauma and your need, you're so brave for surviving and getting by each day.. I know how difficult all this is, I have been going through similar struggles too , yet I know our story might be completely different but I want to let you know that all your struggles, feelings are all completely valid and you're not alone, trust me .. I know you might have felt alone a lot of times, I do get it, but if it helps even a bit, I assure you, you're not alone. I am deeply sorry to hear about everything you have gone through. I understand, healing is a difficult process, but but you're allowed to take all your time and heal everyday at your own pace, whereas know that every struggle, every feeling you, every pain is understandable. I wish there was something I could do that would ease your pain. you do deserve to get every support you need, you deserve every amount of love and care and more. I send you hugss ( if okay) . You will be in my thoughts. ❤️