This is my prayer

Dear Lord, I pray that with the unconditional love you have for me I find the strength to stand up for what I believe I pray that the next time I'm too scared to say no I will do it anyway. I pray that the next time I'm faced with the choice to abuse drugs and alcohol I will say no. The next time I guy lies to me to get in my pants I will say no. The next time the kid from work asks me if he can borrow money (which we all know is for pot) I will say no. The next time my body wants to purge I will say no. And yes. I need strength to say yes. Yes to love yes to you Lord. Yes to the boy who I know won't hurt me. Yes to opening my heart. I need the strength to love like you. The strength to love with no judgment. Amen.