Thoughts 💭💔
For this thread i'll be sharing my thoughts. feel free to comment.
I will add a big post later on because currently i'm doing 7 cups things then I gotta do some homework
You think I'll reply back to your message in seconds like I once used to. You think that I'll initiate the conversation after you ignored me like a thousand times. You think that I'll have something to say after you gave a dry reply to my paragraph.I know that you only come to me when you need something I also know that I give too much in a friendship but it can't always be me who holds us together. failed to notice the ignorance over the love I had.
You tell me that you care for me but this isnt caring. Then when others betray you or leave you, you come back crying because you have no one left but how can you even say that? When i've been here thru it all with you and never left your damn side. What about the countless nights I stayed up? even on school nights just to be on facetime w you. Even after you fell asleep I stayed awake just to be sure you were okay. Or the times I posted about you calling you " my king" as a best friend to show you,you meant the world to someone. or begged you to stop self harming. but no? None of that mattered right? sure seems like it 😔. you even called me your princess...how could you do this? how could you leave me because your fucking girlfriend doesnt like me because I was there more then she was?
Just make sure to never need me again. Yes i'll jump up ina heart beat to help you if you ever texted me,I love you tyler I do. Your were the best,best friend I had but i'll never look at you the same way again...I'm sorry I just can't....it kills me.
Hey there, I found this very similar to my situation and I am so sorry that you need to go through all of this it's very hard to be the only one to hold the bond strong while the other person doesn't seem to care about you. It's extremely tough to even think about parting ways with someone you held this special bond with but I'm proud of you for recognizing what you think is the best for you and I am hope it gets better for you.
@Everlee
Truly it hurts but tysm!!
@babydino69
No because I miss you...I miss you so fucking much!
See you fail to realize...
Fail to realize I am the only girl who truly cared that was ever in your life
Fail to realize I'm in love with you
Fail to realize all the countless nights I stayed up,even on school night! to sleep on facetime with you
Fail to realize that when everyone else in the world leaves...i'm still standing there next to you
You failed to realize all of it...your hurting me. you want the truth....your hurting me! so bad!
My rant from english class today:
Nah because you have the audacity to call gwen " gay" on her birthday on a jamboard for english class. really gary and kayden? You couldn't even have the balls to say it to her face. wtf?
But that's not even remotely okay. if she's gay,so what? if she's not,so what? it shouldn't matter to yall. I hope ya both know how shitty you are for doing that.
f u and your thoughts 👍
Tw: abuse/sh/drugs/sex
Im most likely gonna be judged but here we go....
@babydino69
copy and pasted the message i sent to my listener instead of typing it all out again. buh i needed to get this all out...