Trying to be done
It's hard to move on when you have nothing to move on to.
It's hard to forget when you feel like there's more you still have to make right...
When is it too late to get some closure?
Is it closure or is it just pining to talk again...
How do you uh, forget
Like I was fine at first but now it's like "HEY IM IN YOUR FACE DO NOT EVER FORGET"
I guess I'll start inquiring about jobs the day I get home from that trip in July.
I seemed to be distracted enough back then.
But the question remains, should I try to become a "better person" or nah? Like is it worth it. Because where I'm at it's gonna need a really sweet reward for all the work it will take to rewire my brain.
Can I go back to March/April when I did a pretty good job at repressing these things. Like that was excellent and I wish I wouldn't feel sick all the time.
