V.6
The nice thing about journalling on this site is how unlike a fair lot, you can go back and edit what you type and submissions appear in an instant.
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This site is a distraction if I pitch hopes on listeners, *DA has always been a distraction w/it's art sure, but it's suffered since the shift to the 'Eclipse' interface, even when it comes to searching and search results, I swear =_=
*Pinterest is starting to look good to me for art, at long last.
On psychforum 'you better know what you're doing' since there is no 'take backs' to edit and expecting it to appear can take a while. Expect even less attention over there if that's what you seek for whatever reason.
-Gj: Pornography and chocolates.
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I'm meaning to buy different flavours of tea tomorrow, optimally
Gj: Not forgetting about Excel stuff and food
I'm going to buy myself the smaller buckets of black and white paint used for painting walls
A reminder for myself to not be hesitant to use black and white paint since there is that option.
I like it when while watching media where big fantastical fights are the draw, it's the low-key and less tense moments of talking and circumstantial humour which are just as if not more enjoyable to watch than the expectations for action.
Once more I am restless w/a craving for protein at nightime.
I clearly like the days w/1 hr lunches in contrast to 15 minute breaks. Thus I would much sooner skip lunch (sometimes based on breakfast leftovers) than skip breakfast.
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For all the self-criticism I could give myself for not having learned my mom's repertoire*..costs aside..I'm actually kind of looking forward to developing my own cooking repertoire when it comes to being on my own but please don't ask me what cooking for others would mean for me.
I'd look forward to vegetarian and vegan leaning dishes but won't deny that when it comes to YouTube use specifically it might well mean being overwhelmed and/or easily distracted w/a scattered attempt at following videos.
*c--y non-postsecondary teachers can ultimately distract you like that =_= ..not unlike how I wound up not learning to drive during that time and am left that way
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Oat milk is a curious phenomenom to me and personally I don't quite like it since unlike nut milk(s) popularity it majorly lacks the element of calcium so key imo for going dairy-free or vegan.
A 'struggle food' I've always seen my parents do (more so my dad) is pouring dry oats into a cup and stirring it w/water, give or take brown sugar or honey. Idomatically I still refer to it as 'Quaker' w/a certain non-English pronounciation even though I've long since learned how to disjoin the name brand from followers of a specific religion and how saying oats proper in Spanish is avenas.
There have been instances in the past, when, when feeling up for something a bit different beyond the impulse of hastiness which usually brings me to non-oatmeal, water-soaked oats that I've let the oats blend into a finer powder in a blender and find it to be a smoother and arguably more enjoyable but equally as sating experience to consume them thataway.
When I tried store bought 'oat milk' at an aunt's I was glad to say that's what oat milk is (albeit it was chilled in a fridge).
=_= I say this since I'd be annoyed to see oats become expensive due to some fad kind of like what happened to coconut water and Greek style yogurt in the 10's after an apparently long-taken for granted presence.
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..hmm =u= ..
tofu...prepared in so many ways and in such vast quantities..sunflowers seeds,pumpkin seeds, almonds, walnuts, all unsalted and shelled..w/quality honey even if it's not something particularly upscale..hummus, *better* slices of multigrain bread or nann..avocados, good tortillas, couscous and quinoa..good stir-fried eggplant, the kinds of pears I like..=_= and I'm still curious to know what good, unsweetened congee tastes like
Less common kinds of cheese if vegan substitutes aren't feasible is something I'd admit to yielding to
..most of this stuff I can myself eaten as non-reluctantly in the daytime as I would around night-time
'sauce stache' is one YouTuber I'd look forward to viewing for this purpose
Tomatos can't go to waste hence I'm vouching for pasta tomorrow or this week
Due to a part in an interview w/Anthony Padilla I've got an itch to explore 'The Cure'
This might be what it feels like to express what's got your mind interested before it kicks off into something bigger to gush about
--hearing 'the lullaby' covered on a piano was cool
--I remember this video A Brief History of Goth - YouTube
-- I remember how Gaiman's 'The sandman' series was apparently meaningful when it came to the popularity of the Goth look after the late 80's -- just weeks if not days before 'the (March) (world)breaking', I remember being delighted to see that DC animated special w/'Death' of the Endless
Music which encapsulates a sort of bordering claustrophobic futility and is excessive and overstuffed w/so many details it's unintentionally disonants after all that intentionality would be 'the sound of a generation' and their wrecked possibilities for moving out let along more competent, responsible and healthy autonomy and 'independence'.
I'm thinking non-lyrically like musique concrete, free jazz or the more atonal takes of instrumental symphonic music..b/c opting for electronica would be too obvious =_= , at least at first.
Este obtuvo mi attencion Pinterest pero otra vez admitire que cuedo despierto por tal de mi resentimiento y/o resistencia a tenendo que llegar al trabajo a las 9.
I am glad and in gratitude of having completed some chores even though along the way it meant doing things for which I'd ceaselessly self-criticize myself for.
I'm glad and in gratitude of having completed some chores even though along the way things for which I'd she supposedly self criticized myself for happened.
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