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Modal0154 August 23rd, 2020

The nice thing about journalling on this site is how unlike a fair lot, you can go back and edit what you type and submissions appear in an instant.

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This site is a distraction if I pitch hopes on listeners, *DA has always been a distraction w/it's art sure, but it's suffered since the shift to the 'Eclipse' interface, even when it comes to searching and search results, I swear =_=

*Pinterest is starting to look good to me for art, at long last.

On psychforum 'you better know what you're doing' since there is no 'take backs' to edit and expecting it to appear can take a while. Expect even less attention over there if that's what you seek for whatever reason.

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Modal0154 OP June 2nd, 2021

The " '~' mm..peeps from ~20 years ago where wrong about 1/3-2/3 of the time about what phones would be by the 2010's-2020's " reaction I had made me speak out loud -- mainly a fan of how Tyler and Cody Franklin do their videos in that 'PG+ early Nickelodeon style' of infotainment be/eclectic visuals when it comes to their editing and presentation to an extent ^_^

https://youtu.be/ccATWLEA7aQ

~1/3+ the predictions only really started to catch on 'during the reign of Orange Julius'.

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Modal0154 OP June 2nd, 2021

I would look forward to making a 'oat-milk chocolate milkshake variant' sometime.

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Modal0154 OP June 4th, 2021

Requesting a 3D printed comb doesn't seem that bad.

Today I learned that as there are Canada bonds there are municipal bonds as well..not that I'm much better at understanding what that means.

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Modal0154 OP June 4th, 2021

Gj: knowing my schedule for tomorrow, having a better understanding of what to consider at eyewear stores, finding out about a bike route possibility which goes south into the escarpment instead of east and is an unpleasant personal reminder.

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Modal0154 OP June 4th, 2021

Gj: not getting too upset w/my mom, the experience of work today

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Modal0154 OP June 5th, 2021

There are 'Haagan-Das' like popsicles in the freezer currently..it s--ks that there is that kind of temptation and that the way a brain or person can be habitualized to 'reward themselves' can mean eating such a thing at such a critically unhealthy instant like deep past midnight and needing sleep or maybe it happens since you can't go to sleep unlike you have the sensations of unambigious satisfaction swirling within you..pornography is quite similar and this all links to both the presence of dopamine and the amount of self-pressure to follow healthy habits and what is the compensation when breaking it and what feasibly transitioning out and smoothly without guilt means and looks like.

Thankfully my sister's open to helping me seek out eyewear come Sunday.

Ranting is getting into my plans regarding dental care* and at best a simple change into a new pain of AA batteries is all that's needed but it'd friggin s--k and be stupid if an electric toothbrush isn't water resistant enough to handle a bit of dissolved toothpaste dripping into it.

*Pricey s--t that one =~=

I want to do this d--n it Mixed Media: Pen, Ink & Watercolor | Craftsy and well d--n it but d--n how maintenance exercise and meditation asks to be spent so much up on a body as w/allocating effort to a line of work which is graciously feasible in this ugly a-- reality.

This is why I would welcome another 'nearly everyone work from home again' opportunity again. Hypothetically.

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Modal0154 OP June 5th, 2021

The apathy of others drives me insane in that there are thousands of things which are feasible and 'not asking for much' but it's 'ignore it and anyone else and do your own thing' or 'be an unintegrous yahoo who only deteriorates more and more b/c of the own aimless inertia of their barreling self-deception which lives out life pretending their are no consequences and for which I barely ever want to evoke sympathy for, for such irresponsibility which.."

..ughh..d--n rant..d--n lack of healthy chocolate flavoured sources..d--n clinging to the smooth texture and flavour of well-done vanilla ice cream as unvegan friendly and by-product of animal torment as it is..

..d--n how that previous rant paragraph applies to this f--g platform as well.

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Modal0154 OP June 5th, 2021

Remembering working out w/my younger brother whose travelling right now..

:/ swear I'd think I was disabled for not having shoulders when doing his more 'traditional' body weight (ex.push-ups) and weight based exercises in contrast to the aerobic-esque stuff I typically prefer.

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Modal0154 OP June 5th, 2021

For reddit -- a question on how the variability of NFT artwork happens

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Modal0154 OP June 5th, 2021

Gj: picking exercise over pornography and finding out how I might be able to check out eyewear sooner than later