V.6
The nice thing about journalling on this site is how unlike a fair lot, you can go back and edit what you type and submissions appear in an instant.
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This site is a distraction if I pitch hopes on listeners, *DA has always been a distraction w/it's art sure, but it's suffered since the shift to the 'Eclipse' interface, even when it comes to searching and search results, I swear =_=
*Pinterest is starting to look good to me for art, at long last.
On psychforum 'you better know what you're doing' since there is no 'take backs' to edit and expecting it to appear can take a while. Expect even less attention over there if that's what you seek for whatever reason.
I don't like how after barely more than a day a fair amount of the time leftover pasta becomes really mushy even though the sauce might remain the same quality wise. Maybe it's one reason why boiling 'al dente' is a thing even though it's something that my mom has never been fond of.
From a journal elsewhere
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A good way to gauge how much of a presence gender kyriarchies are still an issue wheresoever you find yourself. Where a brightly saturated, solid pink shirt and see what kind of reactions arrive whilst you do mundane activities.This is assuming you have a physique not within a +/- 5% likeage to Dwayne Johnson.
--Animal man #65 (1988 v.1), p.18
“I guess I thought it’d be more kinda glorious, or something.”
“What’s that Jim Morrison line? “Great golden copulations...”
“But?”
“But it was so hungry and selfish. Feverish, driven...it was so hopeless. There was no joy in it, Buddy.”
“I know. That’s what it’s like.”
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For all of those like me who are internally aggravated and frustrated by how you can be one of the most active persons on a platform but I have no meaningful feedback when it comes to meaningful attention..
Speaking of someone who has seen an entire forum or two break apart and reform (at least in one instance).. I don't know how to put it but I wouldn't be too surprised if there's going to be some future technology that will 'scrap' whatever amount of digital space a website takes up, after it's an activity has been validated and somehow repurposes that in some commodity or monetary based way..
I say this thinking about a thumbnail which I saw once explaining how someone was meaning to archive all the old geocity websites and even then it panned out to 'some number' which was still less than 30 GB.. and also because of how.. when it comes to blockchain based innovations like nfts.. the notion of digital real estate nfts,whatever that means..
Couldn't stop proverbial space this website has taken up be a major resource given how much density there is to it even if the interactions on it or ever so questionable in terms of being beneficially meaningful?, Even with the common understanding here of something as important in universally dangerous to deny like mental health ?.
I wouldn't be too surprised that if Glenn Moriarty is still relevant on this platform that he is disappointed in how aggravatingly but now it can be here at times in terms of same old idiot problems which can be resolved with responsibility and commitment only achievable by dropping apathy borderline perpetually.
Ever since the day of failed mugging I have been having intrusive thoughts of people riding my wrists and/or harassing me after that.
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https://www.theguardian.com/education/2021/jun/26/uk-students-want-tuition-fees-refunded-as-they-face-third-year-online
Oh how's the world actually pays attention, pays with the true currency of the marketplace of ideas
Part of actually believing in the need for UBI and other lifeline rights is to wash away whatever notions of unwitting meritocracy we've had instilled into us not unlike how at some point (even if we did 'settle for biological sexual maturity as the only kind of maturity' =-= ) we realize how what worldviews we had before, had a tendency for prejudices or taking things for granted.
..I'll date to say how political conservativism has historically been more notorious at (unintentionally (?) =~=) at promoting such kinds of thought and I say this even w/how helpful one YTer's explanation of the ideology was 5-(6$
I know w/me I feel uncomfortable w/the sort of 'apathetic existentialist hedonist, high school smoke-pit burnouts' who 'might not go anywhere in life' and surprisingly have a tendency to congregate around places as 'nerdy' in initiative as a library (which I work at) and yes, while I will admit to projecting some of those attributes on the fool who tried to mug me..it doesn't mean that 'out of principle' social assistance and rights ought to be diminished. To be angry at such a person would likely be fueled by meritocractic fueled thoughts 'however watered down' of the person being 'unworthy' and having attributes which corroborate against UBI et al.
=_=..and me not going on about this is (a) me realizing I don't want to risk sounding like a sanctimonious twit and (b) me averting teeth-grinding on what it'd entail to physically damage would-be-harmers-to-myself.
The link I forgot to include and d--n the poor range of editing features for this forum https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Rl8d8wMhaG4
=_=...I'm going to hate it once senescene actually becomes a reason for me sleeping sooner..I feel like it's going to be a 'painful crash' when it happens.
As a Mc U employee, I'll need to call 'UTS' come a weekday to change the password.
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