in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
okay!! so 1 I got two hours of sleep!! :0:D 2 itās officially mondaaayyyyy :D:D:D:D:D and 3 :> I have that presentation today :D and you know what I realized? :D give me a minute-
so :D we were meant to make this lovely *individual* presentation about either the :p yeah no Iām too tired to go over it. basically different things in Tudor times like fashion or crime and punishement etc- and Iām making it about schooling :3 yeah :3 so since itās individual and we have like a ton to get through it has to be only 4-5 minutes long and a full maximum of 7 slides. but still get good marks? Tudor times are like the 1400-1600s. well kinda. idc honestly. :p. and I showed him mine- 7 slides- information but on each slide but not too much- no ai or anything which I know everyoneās gonna use that :p and he thought it had too much information? how else am I gonna get marks? this is literally for our end of year report. and he kept saying to me and generally to the class to add photos where necessary and talk less. and you wanna know what I realized :D readyā¦ā¦there were no photos in Tudor timesš±and you wanna know what happened when I tried looking them up? :D they gave me the weakest and most inaccurate illustrations Iāve seen in all my years :DĀ
Ā I wanna throw myself off a building.
I always managed to get out of presentations because even tho my teachers suck theyāre kinda nice when it comes to me. like. they feel so bad for me :ā) my voice literally shakes when I ask if I can present in break or something. my dance teacher is probably the most understanding human being. ever. in the whole world.Ā
Iād honestly much rather fail than present and individually too is crazy.- Ā
Iām already failing history.
yotihwiuygwguyohhyghiuagiuyiwhtjjjhgsjhighwhiuguqh Iām so mad- no one even likes history-Ā
I should be happy I got away with the rest. ;-; itās one presentation. that no oneās gonna think about ever again after that.Ā
I could skip school too if I wanted to. if youāre absent for one day no one does anything not even a teacher email and you donāt need a parent email. 2 days still nothing. but 3 days(in a row-)thatās when you need a parent email or something. after I leave the house I come back at like 3-4 and no one would ask anything. where else would I be. I know Iād get away with it cos I suck at lying. Itās so bad tho. when I try to lie itās just horrible. donāt even talk :ā). but I wouldnāt need to lie? itās not like Iām gonna(or Iāve ever) walked in to anyone asking where I was- just stop- just stop.
genuinely tho I have 9s in other subjects :ā) like wait let me get my report-
Iām so confused- I have a 6- in drama but I literally never do anything-
