in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
and my dad started it off with like thanking the teacher for her efforts with me-
and then there was a timer that was 30 minutes. I did mine in…I checked the timer after I finished it but I guess I forgot that too-
and my dad was like I just wanted to say I’m really proud of the achievements (my name-) mentioned
nvm I felt like I was bragging so I deleted that-
there’s something I have in my house, and it’s widely available so I’m not gonna mention it.
and you’re not meant to drink it. that’s pretty obvious.
but yesterday it was just one thing after the other and I couldn’t stop
and instead of getting disconnected and faint I’ve never felt so much in my life before
and it sounds like such a big thing to say but it’s not normal. and my lungs still hurt and I still feel like there’s this strong cold fire inside my skin.
sometimes all it takes is to know that one person actually cares.
dads back again gotta go
he keeps coming and leaving. and he told me to get off but I said I was so close and I will. idk where that came from but it still worked. I’m gonna go either way bcos I feel nauseous and I’m at 2% anyway