in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{maybe it’s that I forgot how tired I get but- I’m genuinely so tired :’) like overly tired-}

_{I’ll talk about today maybe but not right now} 

_{since it’s really quiet and dark and everyone’s asleep I’m just gonna talk about some parts of my day right now :>} 

_history 

_science 

_pe

_english

_arabic

_maths 

_{(I’m organizing my thoughts-)}

_{history we had a baseline assessment. I completely forgot about that. and I swear I thought I was smart but now I realize I haven’t learnt a single thing in history and I don’t understand or get or remember anything and the teachers teaching and I’m just there I’m listening but I’m not learning like idk. but honestly even if I did learn I’d take the test and forget everything either way like what’s militarism or the other like 5 main causes of ww1 idk I mean it’s better than last year with the henry the eighth stuff. um I remember- alliances- whatever that means. I know what nationalism is I’m pretty sure- uhhhhh. we were supposed to write an essay and there were so many events and stuff and idk structure and times and people and like. I did look up some stuff, but this one kid asked if he could as a joke and maybe I’m wrong? but I’m pretty sure he nodded-. baseline assessments don’t affect your grade and maybe he just wants to see our…ability to write essays ;-; I don’t know if it counts as cheating of course I wasn’t obvious about it like I was waiting for him to definitely not be around me any time soon and I turned my brightness low and put my device down so- maybe I know I’m doing something wrong? I’m talking about it like it’s someone else but idk myself i still tell myself I’m a good person tho because-…I know I am :’)? somehow. but I am.} 

_{and okay then. the class ended. and our teacher got this guy to collect the books and our teacher was too- and I just put my bag in front of me and pretended to slowly be getting my book out so that the guy would come back to me later and then when he left I just closed my  bag and stood up and my teacher just assumed the guy took my book. I didn’t cheat that well. I barely did too. and obviously my whole book is ugly and obviously he would’ve looked through it too and I just hope he doesn’t notice :’)} 

_{what if he does cause like he actually liked me he’s the teacher that gave me a reward point (they’re still not called that xD it’s just got a specific name for our school) for working well that day but then if he realizes I took my book home with a baseline assessment in it or that I haven’t been reaching book expectations in lessons-}

…..…I was supposed to talk about the rest of my day too TvT

1:15

_{shegjabeiwhsjwjk I can’t find the time to talk about anything}

_{and yes I need to. I need to give you guys life updates :> and yes you need them too. cause,…*mumbles*<3}

_7:03