in the wonders of my mind💗.

what the *** is wrong with people 

what the *** is wrong with me

am I ***

…

yes?

bro

who

does that

who

lets someone

do that

i

am

so

***

the love bombing is crazy

im actually so tired

im actually so *** tired

..

nahh

i heard that kid in my class tday in French he was talking to his friend he was like “we still have another term and a half of this. This is torture” this is torture wld be on caps tho I can’t 

that kid as in the kid that’s always so unintentionally funny. that kid that’s new this year but got popular literally so fast, u cld tell at the beginning of the year he had the potential nd now I was right he knows everyone he’s chamaki he talks abt raping girls like pretty often 💀 he’s so *** weird bro. hes literally become worse than all of them. hes the same guy I mentioned in one of my posts. “Would u *** a dolphin” guy

anyways

its not that deep

idk why but 

smth

abt him

i hate him

so much

i dont hate him

i hate it

when

he 

…

idk

does ***

that

bothers me 

he was so nice

and he’s not even like faking or wannabe or trying rlly hard no bro trust u can tell that’s jst how he is now 

wtv 

anyways 

but yh I was saying

thats so real

not even a term nd a half bro 2 full terms this term barely started 💀 

*** happened this skl year 

*** I rlly wish I cld undo or go back or jst I wish wouldn’t have ever happened 

I regret so much right now 

I just

regret I regret everything 

*** this bro I’m so done I’m so done 

every year has to suck in some way 

hold on

It could’ve been worse

I need to *** 

bro. I actually need to be the happiest person alive rn. be *** grateful. year 8 I was just…

year 8.

omg. 

I remember year 8 bro. year 8 was horrible :’) 

i jst

lost myself 

year 8 was the worse year of my life

the past couple of years every year just got worse and worse

the stuff I’ve been thru 😭 crazy. 

until this year I think.? well it got better in aspects and worse in others. but before it was jst no one deserved the *** I was going through nd now it’s mostly jst life. like I feel like this time I have more hope that it’ll pass.

like

now it’s jst *** every person has to go through at least once in their life to grow. but well a little exaggerated 😅 

I swr it’ll get better 

I never thought I d say that 

that’s crazy.

I have to go my dad bye (better timing)

I didn’t go to skl tday. Its 7:48 i would’ve been in lead rn 

Im in pain 😀 

atleast

bro

i keep thinking abt this one person. nd smth they did. nd I literally see everything happening again and I see their face and I feel stupid 

…

atleast I didn’t go to skl tday :D 

oh okay literally 100 horrible memories and thoughts playing in my head all at the same time bye

:’) wtf

man

it

couldve

been

worse.

I feel like

i can survive??? *** no I can’t bro

2 days and the same *** again 

bro couldn’t stay for one more week 

2 days and they’re traveling for fun

2 days and I’m back to skl like this 

nd i see him and his friends

and she’s not there 

and he does the face and 

i

want

to

***

choke 

shoot

ki.ll myself 

okay wait bye 

dududududuududu

im back

nd

tired

nd

scared

cs

my dad doesn’t know i didn’t go

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