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ki's quiet place. 🩷

May 5th, 2024

oh- hello! <3 this is just a place where i can freely write what's on my mind, sooo.. here i am :3 not sure if u wuld want to stick around, it might be a lil boring :') 💕 honestly, i just created this because my friend said sometimes, i needa be heard. and it's tru- people really do need to be heard! nobody gets better if they don't sy anything. 💗

replies are okei <3 i luv meeting new people :0

Nobody suffers alone, keep that in mind 🩷🥺


- ur one and only ki <3

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May 5th, 2024
the only person keeping me together is gone rn- 😭
May 5th, 2024

nope nope, get him out of your mind, ki. it's not like he means anything he says to you. it's just ✨pity✨. nobody gives a *** abt you ki.

May 5th, 2024

what am i other than "alive"?


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May 5th, 2024
nothing important, probably. 
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May 5th, 2024

i would never tell anyone (irl, i mean) but i cried when i read his message. yes, i do need to be heard, Yes, i'm not really okay. yes, i want to tell you everything because i love you so damn much.

May 5th, 2024

except I'm scared. im scared to let people in. i'm scared to love someone. i'm scared of getting rejected, of ending up alone.

but that's just how my story goes. Ki, the Huge Disappointment, ends up all alone. again. for the millionth time. because nobody cares, nobody will *ever* care about her.

May 5th, 2024

i hate existing. do i keep going just to spite myself? 

May 5th, 2024

those upvotes made me happy 🥺

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User Profile: LoveMyMoonflowers
LoveMyMoonflowers May 5th, 2024

@yyeyiiLy

aww 🥺 your too sweet 😭 

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May 5th, 2024

@LoveMyMoonflowers

hehe. thank you 🥺🩷

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User Profile: LoveMyMoonflowers
LoveMyMoonflowers May 5th, 2024

@yyeyiiLy

sending-big.gif

(if okie) 

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May 5th, 2024

@LoveMyMoonflowers

🥺🥺

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May 5th, 2024

sometimes, i really don't get anything- mostly, the world. it brought me here and then it made living so difficult- ...what's the point of bringing me here in the first place-

May 5th, 2024
i guess the point was to try..? i don't know anymore. i really tried on this journey, i really tried to survive. but with all her sh*t at home i just don't know how to keep going. she tells me she's sorry but I think she's just sorry I exist. she tells me she loves me but i think she just loves hurting me. aren't i just lucky to be one of the few to be abused by the people who are supposed to love me my whole life.
May 5th, 2024
why is my life designed to be like this?