ki's quiet place. 🩷

yuss i finally found the right words to explain how i feel like a loaf of bread 🥺

so a loaf, right? it just sits there all day waiting for someone to do something with it, even though the result will *most likely* be to eat it. (don't ask me what i mean by most likely- i don't know either😭 maybe someone wants to throw it out the window... or something :3) so like- that's how i feel sometimes :') just waiting for something to happen, even though i know the end result will be something bad. 

isn't it kind of a weird comparison though 😭 i'm so weird :')

wait... how is that supposed to make sense anyway-

got a little too bored in my room last night.

^iykyk.

a list of wishes:

1. i wish i could tell someone my pain.
2. i wish someone would care about it.
3. i wish i didn't have to lie so much.
4. i wish i didn't have to lie to him.
5. i wish someone would ease my pain.
6. i wish he would be the one to ease it.
7. i wish he would be the one for me.
8. i wish i didn't think about him so much.
9. i wish i could be gone already.
10. i wish all my pain was worth it.