me vs them
it hurts to feel like i hold no weight in peoples lives. i try my best to keep moving forward but it's hard to keep going when you are your only friend, and only motivator.
i just wish people i cared for cared for me the same, or at least someone to show me they care whether im breathing or not. Im ignored but I pretend it doesn't bother me. I think if people took the time out to know me maybe they would like me and what I have to say.
my family is a lost cause, and the only person who really showed me that im cared for is my ex that i had to let go of because it was too toxic.
im trying, I've been trying but it's only 10AM and i just woke up at 8, only 2 hours and i already don't want to try anymore.
i just wish it felt like i mattered
I know it can be difficult not having any meaningful human connections. One day you will find someone who cherishes and cares truly for you. You may not feel like you matter now, but one day someone somewhere will be so glad that your here. I know it hard to hold out for and I think you doing amazing.
