stupid vent
i hate the fact that for a long time, ive avoided, ignored and denied all my negative feelings just so i can "move on". the truth is i havent moved on and thats bc i never paid attention to those feelings. now i dont know anything about my emotions or who i really am.
@nnostaIgia
Hey, well simply acknowledging that there are things you haven't dealt with is the first step believe it or not.
Many people don't even make it to the point where they can admit to themselves that there are stuff they haven't dealt with. so they ignore it forever and take it out on others, forever.
So be proud that you've done this and it's never to late to make a commitment to do the work it takes to heal and become a better person, even if it's hard.
I'm currently doing the same & believe me when I say it hurts but if I never started I would've been in the same place .. so now that you know, take another step.. do the work , you got this.
