Advice?
I’ve disconnected with all of my listeners. It’s been a while since any of them have replied. I know that they have lives and problems of their own so it’s understandable why they aren’t online but I just sometimes need some support but I feel like I’m talking to a void. I’m really sorry, I know that this sounds rude and ungrateful. I am truly very grateful for the conversations that I’ve had. What am I supposed to do? I know that this is really my own fault for being so needy.
I know this is the second time I’ve asked for advice via thread. I’m really sorry.
@highPlacesareMything1234 hey,you aren't too needy. It's normal to need someone to vent to,and to feel uncomfortable because everyone is gone. I would feel lonely too. It's not your fault,you couldn't have done anything about it. And you're indeed grateful! No need to be sorry,you had to let that out
Hiii @Ednamius,
First of all: it’s nice to meet you :) Thank you for all your kind words and advice. 💖
No. I haven’t tried connecting with someone new. Even though school is coming up which will probably not be very helpful - although I do adore being at school - I’ve decided it’s probably best. I’ve just been feeling kind of empty recently - not the sad kind - more emotionally numb. Maybe I could connect with a listener sometimes soon/in the future but that would probably be more of an in the moment kind of decision.
But sometimes it’s hard because there is someone I will miss next year because they will be busy. So I have decided to avoid them - even though they supported me through some hard times last year. I know that probably doesn’t sound the best way to deal with things but I will and I must. I can’t drag them into the mess that is my life again.
Sorry. I realise that last part had nothing to do with talking to listeners at all. 😂