Barltik2065 One Line a Day
@Barltik2065
It has been a while and I should be ashamed. But I am not. Life has been busy.
Between the summer, work, life, work, summer, life. it is what it is.
So moving on and here I am. I have not forgotten you.
@Barltik2065
Today starts where my routine will not be the same. It is funny when your routine is disrupted and seems the whole day is going to be BLAH.
Comedy for me is, I KNEW TODAY WAS GOING TO BE DISRUPTED. It was a doctors note. I knew it .. weeks ahead. And how strange on how it still bothers me.
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My therapist retired right before my birthday ... Great Present (can mean either).
Yesterday met my new therapist. Have not decided, in some ways I am sooooo annoyed. Angry like. The therapist isn't deserving. Therapist did nothing wrong other than be there. Just something about the therapist is nagging me as wrong.
@Barltik2065
Today is a kind of tiring day. Not to sure as to why I am tired.
Maybe the weather changing from one day super hot, then rain, then cool.
@Barltik2065
I wake in the morning. I attempt to have first thoughts of Gratitude.
Having Gratitude, it is to lead us to a proactive perspective.
I am not always successful.
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Another week has gone by. Had second meeting with the new Therapist. The only thing that goes through my head "This isn't my therapist".
It is kind of sad that instinctively & unconsciously I am biased and judgmental.
@Barltik2065
Today is not a good day what so ever.
Started off really well. But then ... visitors... hundreds of them. disrupting my work. kicking my chair...
today is NOT a good day