Bittersweet goodbyes❤️‍🩹

My darlings, comments are more than welcome as always 💖

Today wasn't too bad I cleaned Karol's car, the interior and I got to bond with her some more💓 but it was a pretty productive day, not bad now Jason and I are watching the walking dead 🧟‍♀️🗡️ before that it was Freddy vs Jason🩸🔪

This is the last night I'm staying at my friend's place, my no good mother-in-law and I have been here for a little over two months in total. These friends are Karol and Jason her son (if you'd like to pray for them )🙏🏼

Jason has had this medical mystery problem for a while year and Karol, with the exception of us has been alone dealing with Jason. He didn't get any sleep because he's in constant agony, he's got blisters forming on blisters, and now their everywhere.😰 It used to be just his legs till it progressed, he's had back to back appointments, doctors have been sitting on their hands not taking the issue seriously. They won't tell us anything anyways, so we are starting to believe it's his gallbladder. 😬 He is having a ultrasound done so they can figure out what's going on plus we are waiting for the biopsy results so maybe those two will give us an answer. 🤞🏼🙏🏼

Karol is getting up there, she is a sweet kind hatred red neck woman who doesn't take any crap, but her dementia is getting worse.😰 I love to constantly listen to the stories, have her teach me things that she already has💖💖, it's very hard bittersweet thing to watch. Lucky I am still trained to deal with it but it still stings. 😰

Tomorrow we are leaving for a little while. But we will come back here to them. But it's difficult because I'm worried that something bad will happen, it least she can call me.☺️ At the same time I'm so excited to see my wife I miss her in everyway possible💞, I can't wait to see her face, to smell her lovely perfume, to be in her safe loving arms.💞💞 I'm the luckiest woman. I can't express how much I miss her and how excited I am to see her😆💞💖🥰🥳💜

I know that time away from your partner can be a very good thing especially when your constantly up each other's butts. And it's been good to be away for a little bit, but it's been too long now.🥺 I've been feeling my heart break. 💔

Maybe a little over a month ago when we went back for three days before returning to Karol and Jason she gave me one of her shirts that had one of our favorite bands, Poison. Anyways she sprayed it down with her perfume, I love it when she wears it and she knows it!🥰 So I gave her one of mine again one of our favorite bands Queen, may you rest in peace with all the good ones Freddie I love you and so does this world your not forgotten.💖💖💖I sprayed it down with my Bluebell perfume.🩵

I promise you guys that I will be safe while driving it's a very scenic drive but it's three hours long depending on traffic. I will make a forum tomorrow night with all the details.💖