Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
sometimes, the angels need guidance too.
i really don’t wanna go to school tomorrow..
maybe i could lie to my mom and say we don’t have school. she might actually believe that. she did today. but- today was actually an independent study day. but she took my word for it- could i do it again? i’d get in so much trouble tho- because ik she’d find out. guess not then. ***.
i can always pray to get sick- though that’s not how it works is it. and i’m not even religious. that’s the right word right?
i could always google- ..
for the first time literally ever, not even kidding, i’m considering faking sickness to not go to school.
i could even theoretically get away with it- i’m like never sick, however my sister is right now and we’re in the same room, so it could be believable..
dude idk.
i’ve fr never done *** like this before.
and i would somehow have to do the stuff they do at school, by myself. which basically means at least double the amount of assignments- eeehh- idkkk-
